ALL OF MY PROBLEMS, MY SORROWS ,MY DEPRESSION AND MY ANXIETY ARE BECAUSE OF JUST ONE PERSON. I KNOW IT AND I REALIZE IT, BUT I CANT HATE THAT PERSON,CANT EVEN IMAGINE.
IT HAS BEEN SO LONG THAT I HAVENT FELT HAPPY OR EVEN PEACEFUL.
I JUST WANT TO FEEL HAPPY, LIGHTER, PEACEFUL. I WANT TO LAUGH WITHOUT ANXIETY HOLDING ME BACK. I DONT WANT TO CARE ABOUT EVERY LITTLE THING, ABOUT EVERY LITTLE REACTION OF EVERY SINGLE PERSON.
EVERY DAY I GIVE MYSLEF LONG, AMAZING PEP TALKS. AT NIGHT I JUST LOSE ALL THE STRENGTH AND FAIL BADLY, THEN CRY.
I DONT KNOW WHAT IS WRONG. I PRAY, I DONT HURT PEOPLE, I CARE FOR THEM, EVEN THEN I AM RESTLESS.
My friend. You have to figure things out. We are a lot alike. I too don’t care for other people. Talk to other people other than “that person”. You can contact me if you want. But don’t let your life, your own life, get ruined by a person.
Thankyou :)
