Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

All my life i was available for the people 24/7 never complaining of being tired or unwell and in the end when i show the side of me which is lost and depressed people start saying me the statement “Not only you are going through the pain it’s just some don’t tell” if you gonna say this why the heck you asked me what happened I am not expecting sympathy i just want someone whom i can rely on!!! Now i realised by doing this i lost my value even if we are together i don’t have any value then what’s the use of me being investing emotions on you from beginning yes i am stupid who don’t even think that she never received anything but only ended up giving now looking back you say i don’t even worth receiving a paper!!! Yes I was on a roller coaster ride where i never told you it’s hurting the pain which i have gone through It won’t be enough to explain in words still you say everyone is going through something you shouldn’t be like this !! Why the heck is it always me ending up hurting pretending to be strong!!i don’t have anyone to talk about aish