All my close friends forgot my bday another reminder that I don't matter . N the fact that I literally did soo much on their bday it just makes me hate myself so much!

Trust ur family members they will arrange a surprise party for you.
Btw, Happy Birthday live a long life!!

Atleast you have close friends. Some people like me don't even have that privilege.

Hello Now&Me, Today is my Bday n I'm feeling so happy 

Happy

Does anyone ever feel lack of people who love you around you , cuz i do and most of the times it is when i see my not so close friends having friends who come to wish them on their birthdays at midnight with cake and their parents and friends plan this party with their pictures and stuff around a hotel room and u r just like i barely have four people around me on my birthday and two of them are my parents . I just feel very alone at moments like this cuz i have done a surprise birthday for someone and that someone became such a stranger that it might have killed them to even wish me birthday. Why cant i make such group of friends , why m i not considered with such importance when i treat people in my life with such importance. Is something wrong with me ? 

Friends

hey i cant wait my birthday is in 4 days cant wait to be 17

Other

is it okay to hate one's birthday?

3am Thoughts

It's my Birthday todayyyyy!

Celebration

I don't like birthday and aniversary. I don't like to have such days not only mine but for othes too. Its very difficult for me to go to them n eish them. I dont know it takes so much of efforts. I have to think 1000s times. Practice in my head what to say, fake smile etc. Why this happens with me. I see people excited for others birthday but i am never.
Even i don't like my birthday. I feel all the attention for a day is so fake. With birthday wishes comes few taunts and free advice... "When will you get married?"
Etc....Y ideal birthday would be spending a day alone at a place where nobody know me. Keeping phone off to not get any calls.
Is  this normal. Do u also have similar likings? 

I got the worst birthday ever. I'm working in a small group ( around 10 people). Every time when have a birthday of someone in group, a person ( temporary called Ms A) will make a group chat to prepare for birthday party. We will give the idea about present, cake, the way to celebrate...etc together. Even the party's cost, we always equally divide. Last week's Friday is my birthday and of course as usual, I know there will be a party to celebrate my birthday like the others. But before that, I received a message on the group's chat from Ms.A. It's said that from now on, who got celebrated this time will be in charge of celebrate birthday for the next person and that the idea was unified by the others. It's mean I'm the one who will do this next time. I don't mind to do it but, I feel like they don't respect me...?  This idea I never heard about it, so it's mean I don't have rights to discuss about it even I'm a member in group and I think It's really graceless when announce that in (or near) to someone's birthday. It's make me feel like the celebrate my birthday in reluctantly way. Does I'm overthinking it or they really don't respect me?


I spent my birthday crying ....i think that sucks!

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