All I want is to know i did my best, that I gave it all of me. I don’t care if I make it or not. Sometimes trying and trying to try is the hardest part, at least that’s how it is for me. I know I have the capacity to do all these things I want, I’m confident in my ability but not in my courage, persistence, and willpower. Does that even make sense?
Shalin Gupta @shalin99
I understand you.
God, I feel the same way sometimes. Often, actually.
Does not doing something that you have to get to doing sometime, if not the same day, but earlier is preferred and expected and all you want is to be someone who isn’t procrastinating and lazy like people looked down on, even matter or are you overthinking and working yourself too hard, but it seems so unlikely?