Aj bhi tun until hi peppy outspoken bubbly ho jaise Peale the I mean b4 marriage serious ho gye the Bhat na bad me I hurt u o something else

Affirmations

Jo gujar gya wo yakeen hai,
Jo thahar gya wo gumaan hai,
Mai wahi hadaf hun abhi talak,
Wahi teer, wo hi kamaan hai,  
Wo hi kashmakash, wo hi mushkilein,
Wo hi dooriyan, wo hi faasle,
Wo hi nafrato ki aandhiya,
Wo hi nanhi si jaan hai,
Wo jo mom tha, wo pighal gya,
Wo jo din khila sa tha dhal gya,
Na hai utne dil, na hai utni jaa,
Ke sama sake ye udaasiyan,
Hua ab to choor hai ye hausla,
Lafz-e-rooh to nhi ye, 
Shayad jism ki thkaan hai,
Meri shiddato ne diye mujhe,
Wo hi chot ke kayi silsile,
Hua dil to sakht se sakht tar,
Na hi daag hai, na nishaan hai,
Ise shayri me rkhoge kya,
Iska jayza bhi kroge kya,
Wo jo shayar hai, naadan hai,
Ya saada uski jubaan hai..



 



3am Thoughts

Ek to sale want to talk bolte h fir hm hii bolege to chle jayege to khe post krte ho☠

Relationship ek channi ki tarah hoti h emotionally raw human being ko pura chan ke ek proper emotions controlled human bana deti h...

Yaar Dhapudi i still love you. I want to be with you for my whole life. Yaar ek chance dedo. I'm sorry for everything. I want us to be the same way we were earlier. 
I'm trying but nahi ho raha hai yaar. Yeah I'm desperate for you. Nothing makes sense without yaar. 
You were the only one i let this close to me that now i fear anyone getting close to me. All i wanted was your love and support from you nothing more.


Breakup

Hey so I guess you are comfortable with Hindi as well coz it will be easy for you to understand 
Ki suno agar tumhe ye lagta h ki tumhare life me kuch sahi nhi chal raha h then ek choti si baat h but bhot gambhir ki baat h dhyaan se sunna 
“ If you think your life is in hell , why stop in the hell , move forward “
Arey yesa hee mere ghar me bhi h 
Mera relation ka bhi yahi problem h lekin at one point jab mere saath koi nhi tha then came the concept of staying strong in being alone so tum apne life ke baare me thodi clarity me aajao ki ab toh tum 19 ki , exactly of my age so pehle focus on the things which you “need” to prioritise then focus on your sleep schedule 
Agar neend naa aaye toh kisi se khul ke baat karlo
You can talk to me at anytime I will also talk to you about my life then let’s share that pain 
Aur uske baad at the end songs toh hai hee apne life me thodi der ke liye use sun ke man ko thaandak mil jaaye ne phir apni life khud track pe aajayegi
Hey if I hurt your feelings in the above message by any misunderstanding I’m really sorry 
If you want to talk more you can connect with me
“Suno I am there for you 

Boyfriend

Placement stress: placements nhi horaha bohot dukhi hu bhai pata nhi kuch kuch samaj nhi aaraha kya karu bohot stress hai pata nhi hog bhi ki nhi kuch aacha nhu laga raha yaar . Aab tho hope bhi nhi hai ki kuch hoga. But negative mind hogya hai kya karu. Roone ka maan karta hai par roo bhi nhi sakta ladka hu na. Pata nhi life mai kuch ho bhi payega ki nhi .........

No matter what happens, you keep moving forward!!! Tatakae!!!

Lag raha jaise bahut time se kuch bola hi nhi , bas baat karne ki iccha hai .
The walls tend to shrink .
My thoughts have saturated .
It's been so long .
Am not able to figure out anything .
I can't just analyse .
I'm not able to feel anything .
I can't even feel my existence .
Have felt this before but the intensity and duration this time is of very high value .
I am not able to pit a minus or decimal to that value .
Man, what is it .letting it be like that doesn't work .
Neither am I able to figure out anything about it 

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