Anxiety

I just got to know that I have social anxiety. I used to feel dizzy all the time like before exams, or going to any place to eat, and even on my recent birthday when I went to a nearby mall with my friend and ruined my own birthday. It happens a lot that I sometimes even faint especially when my dad is around.
I really wanna get over it. My mom doesn't even send me out of the house alone because of this. I never hung out with my friends till now because of it except on my recent birthday which was my second time hanging out. 
I often feel like whenever I walk outside that everyone stares at me and notices everything I do. Even at home I am very self conscious. 
I'm scared as I always wanted to be an independent women who can do everything on her own. But, now I am scared thinking I might not be it. 
Also, I am preparing for UPSC and I am a good student at studies except I have to face the world then which is getting difficult. 
I am good around people I know but not with not too close ones or strangers. 
I really need to overcome it. 
Can anyone help me and tell me what to do?

Social Anxiety

Woof any one wanna be frineds

3am Thoughts

My partner is not responsive to me anymore through chat. His chats are cold. One-word only. Does it mean he does not want to be with me anymore?

Relationships



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I don't know what to do.. Im sure tonight i have to talk to my ex bf.. It's our scl prize giving ceremony.. And me and him have to give speech.. I gave enough excuses to my teacher.. But still she wanted us to give that speech. I have no other choice.  He broke up with me a year  ago.  But still i can't even look at him.. I can't hold my tears when i saw him.. It's all out of my control.. So how can i be part of masters of ceremony with him.. In Front of all those people... I don't know what to do... 

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