3am Thoughts

I feel so alone. I'm tired of being disrespected at work. My girlfriend all she doesn't want hear what i go through and lectures me and takes her frustration on me when her son doesnt listeb to hear or annoys her.

She doesn't want hear how i am feeling. 

I wish i could say how she makes me feel.

I never felt so alone.yet we live together






Girlfriend

Hey how r u all

Life

Idk what to do if I'll get my lashes done tomorrow or just buy a vape 😰

Tired and emotionally exhausted

College

A man dreams the most when he is awake!

Quotes

My Mind is not getting diverted Guys please Help me or talk. 2 days back a person In my neighbour died he was suffering from some disease. He has 3 childrens 2 of them are 1p years old. And HELL with this. I saw everything His last days and his Last rituals too. And My Mind is soooo Upset Now. PLEASE guys Help Me Out

Thought.

"manipulate" sometimes you need to manipulate for the better of the situation. Manipulation is not always a  bad thing. we need to remove connotation from words.

"Its wrong. you cant change peoples mind like that, you canforce them otherweise, you have no right"

My daughter was crying one a while back, and said sometimes shes up at night wondering if she's a bad daughter. i looked at her like that was a stupid thought and told here there's no reason to worry bout that because its impossible, no such thing exists. Parents have the ability to be a bad parent.


I lack certain adultish qualities. Im goofy all the time. Most of our daily life doesnt mean anyhthing. People apply the things i share that i find important and apply those rules and concepts to all the times that dont mean a fucking thing.  Telling me not to think like this has a negative affect of my value in you. I dont want to bring up serious shit all the time, i concern myself with these things because i find it important and you never see them coming. If i am wrong, i want to know. I think this can allow someone to believe how serious am about knowing if i am wrong. I have real reasons why I think I am right.

.txt file on my desktop, i lay thoughts down i want to remember where ever i happen to be. I thought it reasonable to share this.

A smile so enchanting, that brings so much joy 
It can fill your heart with feelings of joy 
No matter the sadness, it always gleams with delight 
My smile can break through any gloomy night 
Though life's struggles try to bring me down 
My smile never fails, it sparkles like a crown 
It's like a floating bubble that refuses to leave 
Always giving off strength and big reprieves 
My smile is bright and so warm 
It fills me with courage, ready to face a new morning 
A reminder of hope, beyond all the strife 
That my smile will remain, throughout this life

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