Agar mai chali jau, toh tum tabhi mujse pyar karna,
Zindagi ko muskura kar, khule dil se jeena,
Yaad aai meri tab, humari tasweer ek baar jarur dekhna,
Mere jaane ke baad, aapna khayal aur achi tarah rakhna,
Aur mujhe mahsoos karne ke liye, hawao mai bahe khol mera intezar karna,
Mai chali bhi jau, toh mujse pyar Kam mat karna,
Sitaro mai rahugi, tum mera dedaar har raat ek baar jarur karna...


~Anamika 🌼


Barun kumar Singh

That's a beautiful movie.. aapke mention karne ke baad i could recollect the end of it.. exactly toh yaad nai but yes she said something aise hi kuch 😅😅

Ohh yess.. 

You made me remember the entire scene 😅

Beautiful lines...I want to talk to you... whatsapp me 9330041412

Poetry

Can't stop thinking about him, even tho I know we arent gonna make it. I mean we arent even in a relationship:// it sucks I know but yk it's just my imagination and I can do what ever I want. But what if sometime that imagination become a reality? I dont know tbh I just had a huge need to say this to someone. Yall are my besties. I love you!!! You dont have to say anything on this, I'm just sharing my emotions and thoughts.

ADHD

After 6 days I just texted you in a hope that we might understand each other and talk, but after 2 hours of my text I felt that I'm trying something which I shouldn't, maybe you don't want to talk, maybe you are tired of me... But even I was 
Still I texted in a hope might there's something we can do ..
But maybe I'm wrong again,
I just trusted again a wrong person.... 
And I'm getting hurt again! 

3am Thoughts

I’m fucking devastated.

My favorite teacher is leaving next year.

She’s the only one who helps me during my panic attacks. He’s the only one who doesn’t make me feel uncomfortable when she touches my stuff. She’s the only one who I can talk to about anything, even the stupidest shit. She’s the one who’s advocated for me since day 1. He’s the only one who completely matches my personality. She’s the only reason that my school isn’t complete shit. She’s the only reason I haven’t killed myself yet, because I know that I’ll be able to talk to her and I know she’ll know what to do.

I won’t even be able to stay in touch with her, because she’s a teacher and I’m a student.

So I guess tonight I’ll be turning my wrists red again.

School

Does anyone know how to increase attention span? Thanks to youtube and social media, my attention span is like a chicken's 

{I am 17 and in 12th class- I tell you this so that you can understand the situation} 
I talked with a doc so that I can get a personal counseling session and career counseling session. And I already told my mother about it and she was ok because I talked bout it before too that I need career counseling session really and finally found one. So Now I have to tell me father too about the counseling thing. But the thing is whenever I talk to my parents about anything serious I feel very nervous and scared and feels like I would just cry it's like I can't hold the tears and I would just cry if I went to talk bout a serious thing. 
I told my brother that "I am getting an appointment because I really need the counseling session how should I tell them?" And he literally said I am being selfish, and our house conditions are not well father has fever and I should wait. And I told him but I really need it and you also got Pd (personal development) sessions last year then why can't I? And he said "yes but they told me to do it tho later I did liked it and it helped me to develop myself-" and I said "what bout me! How is it selfish? i want to get better too"
Him: "not now tho"
That fckin kid I'm really angry like who does he think he is.. he always do something like this like always i should never tell him things.. and I'm older than him. I feel stupid.. 


Anger Issues

so I fell in love with this guy. He’s my everything. Married him, fought with my parents for him, taking care of him. But I am so depressed, I hate living with his family. Feels like I am always trapped at home, TAUNTS, those irrelevant fights, the way people react and talk. I am drowning day by day. I love my husband so much but he will never leave his family. I pretend like the happiest wife and daughter in law but nobody knows that I cry myself everyday to sleep. I am stuck so stuck I love my husband but I can’t live with his family, I just don’t wanna be around them , makes me feel like I lost myself . I miss  myself being happy and carefree. EVERYDAY IS A STRUGGLE

Music understands u when nobody else 🎶

Hustle

It's overwhelming it's always overwhelming how I try to ignore that I'm not okay, I'm not okay that I've no one to discuss my feelings with not a friend or any close one, I see myself struggling that how I'm trying to be okay with everything and being an extrovert trying to live alone by myself.... It's hard to change overnight and it feels like forever. 

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