Again a bad day, even they( people who r frd with me before) don't want to sit next to me😭

Depression

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Need to open up for something guys. In everyone life family plays an important role. Problems really come and go. We cannot stop them. In that problem family should be supportive and give some hope and motivation. But i dont know why im not lucky enough. This is thing i cannot tell to anyone. Even to the any closest friend. My family always tries to discourage me in every aspect. If you think im typing this in anger then sorry you are wrong. Im typing in pain. When you want peace at home but everytime your family criticizes you and mentally harass you for the problems you face where should i go ?

Parenting

Any girls here?

Compassion

I m feeling lonely can anyone talk with me 

Lonely

Well.. you see today's my first time writing here... so actually.. well my dad died almost a year ago because of corona pandemic and whatever happened that day was right in front of me and I was totally helpless and I can remember every single thing like that has happened yesterday. I feel completely lost even though it's almost a year ago and many people say I should move on now but he was best friend to me. He gave me freedom every girl needed and I am very grateful for everything he did. 
And recently like at January I met someone who loved me and being with him was actually like there was nothing called pain and depress in my heart. We loved each other but almost a week ago, his parents found out about us and he forced him to end the relation with me. And now I don't actually know what to do. His father also force him to do a job to forget me.. All these things has happened in his house yet he tries to soothe me with his calm words that he's alright even though he is not. And I feel so helpless. 

Have you ever loved someone with your whole heart and than that person make you feel like you are the one who is hurting them and for their shake you get agree on it and leave them and then they make you feel like you are doing very bad with them hurting them very much and you are feeling nothing in their thinking 

3am Thoughts

Maine aaj Mummy se kaha ki mummy mai depression mei ja rha hu... Maa ne kaha ki tujhe jaha jana hai jaa lekin 8 baje se pahle ghar aajiyo varna tere papa teri tange tod denge.... Batao ab insan jaye to jaye kaha🥺🥺

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