After talking on phone for so long, I finally met him todayyyyyy!!!!! And I mean I cannot stop blushinggg. It wasn’t a planned meet up and we didn’t even hug each other , itni zyaada sharam aa rhi thi na mujhe 🥺😂 bs handshake kiya , taunts maari maine and when he left, he texted “ someone was looking very pretty today “😭❤️ I am so so happy !!!

Shivay

Single me cries in the corner 🥲🥲🥲

Aww I am so happy for you dear😃☺❤ 

Glad , 😊 hope for 2nd meet soon for both of you. 

Happy

What are your weirdest or coolest 3AM thoughts? 

3am Thoughts

Just thinking whether I am the person whose trying a hell lot of ways to stay in a relationship... But no efforts from the other side.... What should I do? I m depressed.. 

A trapped soul! needs a liberation those little Spark from anywhere can ignite the mind and heart.. constantly keep searching you may have answers to all your miseries 

Affirmations

It's been an indisciplined day . Electricity BHI NAHI thi since afternoon. Just light aayi.. how am I gonna get through this month here all alone !!!!!! 

Stress

Soo the ex messaged me (who actually cheated on me) suddenly out of the blue, when the message came it made me worry bcoz i thought ki i might make a foolish mistake and then regret, eventually decided to answer her and kept it a short conversation.
I thought that i will go back to my spiral of depression and that was scaring me like anything.
But actually i have no idea why i am numb..
No feeling at all.
I have no understanding as to why is this happening to me.
Fyi im a classic overthinker 😂

Exhausted

तुम्हारी प्रेमिका रात में सिर्फ तुमसे ही बात करती है; ऐसी गलतफहमी लेकर ख़ुद को कब तक अंधेरे में रखोगे भाई? ध्यान रखना किसी से रोज़ बात करने की आदत तुम्हें भविष्य में बेहद कमज़ोर बना देगी इसलिए बेहतर है वक्त रहते इन मायजालों से निकलो और अकेले जीना सीखो, अंतिम सत्य यही है।

Breakup

क्यूँ ढूँढे है तू ख़ुद में ग़म, ये बता?
जब जादू यहाँ चलती फ़िज़ाओं में है
क्यूँ ढूँढे है तू रात में दिन का पता
जब मस्ती यहाँ चाँदनी राहों में है?
क्यूँ देखे है तू आँख भर एक सपना?
सपने तो यहाँ बुनते हज़ारों में हैं 🍂

Caregiver

Am not feeling good..i came out of my house staying in friends house now from yesterday.
I feel so guilty .. i realised am the wrong person ..i didnt support my sister well and always used to scold her and doubt her.
am not good person..everytime she goes out with her friends i feel unhappy ..complete communication stopped between both us..
from childhood onwards whenerver i get angry/feel sad i always stop eating food,stop talking to my sister ,go out of house and shout on her
and feel like dying and always tell that i will die..My sister thinks i dont like her thats why am like this with her may be she is right
i over react for small situation and over think .i know am not good person ..i dont want to live this life am done ..there is no use 
i dont know what to do now am not able to think of anything except dying..am feeling so guilty..every one thinks its my mistake only.
i said sorry so many times but i dont get reply from her..i tried to solve misunderstanding but she is not at all interested to talk with me
i am feeling exhausted ..everyone left me alone..i know thinkinag of suicide is not correct but i dont have any other option..please help me 

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