After sharing what I was thinking I feel much better. Now I am only thinking that I have to tolerate and be in this relationship until my baby is 18 years. Before coming to this platform I tried to express my feelings with his family and husband but with husband I ended up with argument and his family said that after being a girl we have to compromise. I can’t share with my family because I can’t say to them that I regret marrying him after going against them. 
So I am going to compromise until baby is 18.

I just don’t want a broken family for my child. I don’t to make decisions for him.

Confusion

I am a girl & i am in relationship for 2.5 years now. Me n my partner literally fight every 4 - 5 dys and 90 % of time its his mistake and he knws that . Every time fight happens he yells at me abuses me , my family , my frnds (not in front of them) blames me which arent related to the current fight most of them are false blames and later he says sorry for straight 3 - 4 dys and says he won't do that again and my heart melts & i forgive and then this happens again. I am really tired from around 2.5 years this is repeatative situation. We both are very attached to each other so He won't allow me to breakup whenever i say i want to breakup he blames me for no reason and bring literally 2 years past fights . We are together since 2.5 years . we Have many close phtos of us .we arent settle ri8 now . My parents want me to get married now. They dont knw about him and he isnt ready to confess our relationship to parents. I want to get rid of this relationship but i he wont allow me and abuses me and blames me i am really afraid if he misuses our photos which can lead obstacle in my future married life please help what should i do how should i get rid of this relationship ?

Breakup

How do you get over someone you have never even dated?

3am Thoughts

So yeah it has been pretty difficult since I have broken up with that guy....I know that relationship was toxic n I did the right thing by breaking up with him....but a part of me couldn't able to let go him....I'm still in love with that guy....it has been 1 year since we broke up but I'm not able to move on...it's kinda frustrating....Little things remind me of him....just don't know anymore.....I want to move on but I couldn't..everytime I try ..I fall harder for him again 

Love

Well... I feel quite numb and currently, I feel like crying, my heart is racing, my mind is full of something useless. It's hard. I'm all tired - of assignments etc. And here we go... I'm almost overthinking about the guy. He hasn't sent me any message since yesterday midday and yet we had quite a short chat, he has seen my last messages yesterday and he has been active all day today, yes - maybe he's not able to talk, chat, that's very understandable, which I'm trying to say to myself, I just feel as if I'm lowering myself and letting be played by him, I don't like that I'm trying to work on these emotions, but he's somehow leaving me with a heavy feeling, I want to feel empowered and not much affected that he doesn't write me or anything like that, I want to be clear with him, set boundaries - just say how I feel about these things, but it is not so easy, as it was easy to say... I'm overwhelmed 

Women Empowerment

He said he told his mom I'm gonna visit their house this Sunday. His mom thinks that I'm already his girlfriend because we go out last time. But that was the time it's clear to me that everything's just because he needs a friend. So he told her he's only courting me. Then his mom asked him when did they break up and I tracked it. I know it's the week after our Team Building and one week of talking to each other. I searched for his ex's message and confirmed they broke up on Sept 11. It's still 7 days before 2 months of them breaking up.

Then he message me saying '2 months' then I got a bit lost. Ha? Did he read my mind? Then he said to look on the calendar. It's 4 today. It's been 2 months since we're talking and I got lost track of time because of what I was thinking earlier. I don't want to share this to him because I don't want to bring back the past. I'm just bothered of what his mother might think of me and him. Him jumping into a new relationship and me... Idk... It's me, hey, I'm the problem it's me (says TS)

He said his mom is not mad though.

Then I remember how allergic I am to guys who came from recent break ups. I leave right away after knowing that. But this is a different story I didn't know was coming.

If he doesn’t want me why he is texting?? 
Why guys do that? 

Relationships

i miss my ex

what if someone was talking to you very nicely 
but someday seems in no interest to chat
he replied 8 hours late
and when i asked he said he keeps no phone days i.e he dosen't use phone on 6/30 days in a month
further we talked he started finding ways to stop the conversation
when that didn't work he said he was in a bad mood and will talk to me later
i know he likes me , he told this to our mutual friend
and received a message this morning that he's sorry if he was weird the other day 

i don't know what he wants 
is he really sad or just playing mind games

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