After I tried to kill myself my parents never trusted me. I understand why but my mom doesnโt realize sheโs the main reason why I donโt want to be on this earth anymore, she makes me hate life, I hate her
Aneesa Miller @aneesa
How does your mother makes your life? I mean she interfere in your privacy or what? How old are you dear?
Sheโs always comparing me to my twin sister and is always talking about my body. When I get upset sometimes I scratch myself and one time she caught me doing so and then told me I should just kill myself, since then I never really thought she cared about me because any mistake I would make she would ask me why I couldnโt be like my sister, she would also invalidate my feelings and make me feel like Iโm doing something wrong and that Iโm crazy for being sad so I just stopped talking about things to her at all. I used to share a room with my sister but Iโm in the basement now (by choice) that has made us even more distant right now, and if Iโm being honest I donโt really care. Iโm 14
Also she treats us differently
Aneesa Miller @aneesa
I canโt really talk to you in the chat
If youโre comfortable you can ping me on @aneesamiller67
Its a safe space if you wanna talk about anything anytime
Would love to connect there canโt say much here
Love, Aneesa๐
