After a certain point in life people either learn to live by themselves and feel the fulfilment of their needs or will be constantly running around looking for answers to unanswered questions that are running through their head for ages now. 
You’ll stop feeling things once you reach a certain age or place in life. Things that matter now will not matter 2 or 3 years later from now. Men who hurt you will either go through their karmic cycle or you’ll be left wondering “what did I do to deserve what you did to me” and just keep living the same miserable life. 

'Tragedy of life we become old too soon and wise too late'

I adhere with what you said. We never understanding this thing's unless we go through or have capability to decipher life's code! 



3am Thoughts

It's been a month or so and my mother is not  talking to me properly, taking out flaws in every thing I do, not asking still making a fuss!! Idk what happened to her!?

I’m supposed to be at my college graduation today and coincidentally today is also the day my mom passed as well. It’s definitely too late to go now and I can’t help but feel regret for not going but I also just feel too depressed and don’t even want to go out and celebrate. Idk I just feel like the depression is getting the most out of me rn this shit sucks fr 

Depression

Well I am new here I guess ,, so just wanna make friends !! 

Friends

Can somebody help me understand the difference between platonic and romantic feelings? I understand the definitions, I’ve felt both, but most of the time, I can’t tell if I’m high on the adrenaline of making a new friend or if I’m developing a crush.

Most recently, I was introduced to somebody, we got along great, and I thought I was maybe developing a crush on them. I’d hung out with them for about 7 hours. There was no real interest expressed, but I thought maybe we were flirting (I have trouble understanding social cues) and convinced myself I was getting a crush.

Was I really just excited that I’d made a friend? Or did I actually develop a crush for someone I just met?

Crush

What is a narcissist? 

Narcissism

Feeling Like Some Lights Going To Fade Away
My Feelings Gonna Pray Away..

So my parents raised me in a way that my mindset totally differs from other girls. In asia girls used to grew up with an idea that they're only a tool to provide for others they've no right to do something for themselves. One thought that is injected to their mind from their family from the day they open their eyes is "you're stranger to us a girl is someone's else's tool".
"Don't educate her at the end they only become someone's wife, mother teach her cooking, home chores" 
I am extremely sad for the mindset that they're living and yeah my family they had the same mindset currently i am facing a big problem standing at the road with 2 ways  undecided, unknown about the consequences. my family they're forcing me to get married even my sisters who are living in this modern society but with old and rust mindset. They're blackmailing me emotionally use sentence like "get married or you will get old in the corner of the house". "accept this proposal he have many options there are many beautiful girls who you think you are".
I am alone everyday i wake up seeing my world shattered in front of me but unable to do something my hands are tied up.
So after rejecting many proposals my family fixed my engagement without asking my opinion. It really hurts.
I can't change their mindset 
End of my story (my life)
Ugh i can't tolerate this anymore i have no one everyone left me my family is forcing me yh they always talk about my marriage ohhhh gosh i am fuckin dying 

Family

So if i don't text you first, there won't be a conversation🙂🙂

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