After 20 something years of constantly giving up on my dream to study abroad, I am finally deciding to go. And now I’m scared as heck. I had 2 options to apply to, one of which I didn’t get in because the program got full. I will know the decision of the other one in 2 months. 

My heart is in my mouth everyday, I’m scared. I’m scared what if I waste all my parents’ money, what it I am not able to earn enough to fund myself, even though everyone around me constantly tells me it’s possible and thousands of students do it. 

What if I don’t get in, what if it doesn’t happen. I’m so scared. And this is a dream of mine ever since I have come to realise my existence. 

I’m scared out of my wits!


That’s so beautiful, thank you for showing the belief in me. I really need it. 

I am also going to study abroad next year your fears are understandable and had some myself

College

Heyy
Idunno who wants to understand it but I wanna share with you all
STOP BLAMING PEOPLE FOR UR OWN MENTAL ILLNESS 😶🙏
No one can read ur mind pls stop expect too much 🤐
May be someone times some people good for uh nd they do what is better for uh may be they just can't help uh for ur success but they do for ur goodness nd happens think again!! May be u expect  too much from nd u think too much!!  Nd not everytime they try to understand they also tried shap ur responseblity 🙏
No one can read ur mind but if someone understand uh so plss respect them🙏 they don't deserve bad words from uh 😄 if they leave uh doesn't mean they leave u alone in ur bad time u make them to to leave uh everyone has right to stand for self .. Nd u also just can't expect from anyone to care bout ur mental health if ur ego is ur if ur happiness is ur also ur mental health is ur😁😄😅 so please stop blaming people for ur mental illness 
-niss👀🌻

Mental Illness

me, my random thoughts and rain:                                                          
its been raining since 3 in the morning and i woke up really early. so i was just looking out the window blankly while the rain pour down really heavily and my neighbours daughter was shouting in excitement (because who doesn't loves rain) and i don't know why but this random thought came to my mind that      "How wonderful it would be if we could see someones soul (i mean the kind of person they truly are) rather than just seeing they way they look and if this actually happened world would have been a better place, people would work on their personality development more than focusing on the way they look because as a kid i remember reading poetry my sylvia plath The Mirror in which she said that we all are so busy trying to look younger that we forget what we have outside will fade away with time, but what we are on the inside will stay with us till we die and I think very accurate” 
and maybe i think been people wont be insecure about their body because outer beauty wont be considered that important !!
This is what happens when you read philosophical stuff before sleeping and get at 5 I the morning while its raining outside !!

Self Love

If there is a battle going on in between heart n mind whom should we listen to 

3am Thoughts

I didn't get to come out as genderfluid yesterday cause my dad was in a bad mood-- how should i tell him? 

Compassion

Hey... I m joni from Gurgaon 

I need to life partner 🥺🥺

Crush

Hey, how's everyone doing? I'm here if anyone wanna talk.

Mental Wellbeing

I have friends but i really feel left out always . I really need new friends what should i do ?

Lonely

Feeling sad....blocked someone whom I loved with all my heart...for 4 years..but due to religious differences had to let go...even if we love each other and are the safest place of each other!!!!

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts