adulting can be so harsh i never knew i always lose the people for whom i care and love the most …losing this person is making me insane i had no friends other than him and he is making me feel so worthless and helpless what should i do i need someone who can understand me unlike my family therapy is much needed for me please someone help me i can’t even concentrate on studying because that one person who was my everything left me like i was nothing and i cannot accept this i so messed up rn

he is my boyfriend and we knew each other since 17 years 

Okay. Try to see if you can build your own life. Go out and meet new people. Focus on ur career.  It could be difficult but I am sure you can do it.  Regarding ur bf,decide accordingly.

What happened? Who is this person you are referring to?

Breakup

hey<3
since the whole world disappointed me in way to many things, and more disappointing thing that the world r people living in it, it feels that living sometimes cant be painless...living hurts all of us.
tell me my dear, what r things that u want to change in this world that u hope that they might change the world to better...even if its a small thing that u personally hate about the world just tell me i wanna know if im the only one who would like to change the world.

Failure

If someone loves you, they won't hurt you.
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I guess 

Exhausted

I just keep on overthinking & that eventually puts me up in a bad mood. i dont like to do anything then. Ugh, It sucks being an overthinker :)

Does anyone feel the same?

Overthinking

Heyyaa!!!! Ssup guys??

Intro

the human mind has invented all the words it needs to express difficult subtle meanings. as is the word: "ideal", which means something that is close to perfect and absolutely right. for my daily life I have thought that I would like to live an "ideal" life on a level of spiritual balance. Somehow I imagine I would like to live the rest of my life: to be able to control my emotions and my thoughts, (as much as possible). so instead of sitting down to think about my unsolved problems, I will try to to deal with things that really set my mood. time will tell, if I can put all this into practice..who knows...

Psychology

So basically me and this boy have been talking since a few days now, we were already friends but now that we are getting to know each other better we've found that we actually have a lot in common, we see each other everyday but we don't talk we just say hi. So recently we were talking about sex and we do assume that we are both attracted to each other and today he asked me if I wanted to go further like he want to masturbate me and asked me if I wanted to do it and I said no. It's not that I don't want to it's just that I'm not ready and I'm not really used to him, like physically, I need to be secured, love and reassured but I'm not and I don't want to have regrets but now I feel like trash, I feel like I always ruin everything, I did told him that I need to heal first, I'm not okay mentally and I have to love myself first to be able to love someone, I feel like I need to stop talking to him and let him live his life, I feel like I'm boring and useless. See now look at me, wanting to end everything just because I overthink a lot and have trust issues, I need him to communicate with me so that I can also understand if it's ok to not be ready or not, I'm not pushing him away I need him to give me time, love and mostly reassurance.

Suicidal Ideation

Well my childhood friend who once loved me ( ofc just as friends) now doesn't like me anymore or maybe doesn't see me as her friend so yeah this shit hurts 

3am Thoughts

I'm trying to figure what to do the whole day everyday. No routine cus wfh, so I end up scrolling through my phone the entire day. Got exercise covered but that's only an hour a day. 

Barely have any friends to hang out with in Bangalore. Gimme suggestions!

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