adulting can be so harsh i never knew i always lose the people for whom i care and love the most …losing this person is making me insane i had no friends other than him and he is making me feel so worthless and helpless what should i do i need someone who can understand me unlike my family therapy is much needed for me please someone help me i can’t even concentrate on studying because that one person who was my everything left me like i was nothing and i cannot accept this i so messed up rn

he is my boyfriend and we knew each other since 17 years 

Okay. Try to see if you can build your own life. Go out and meet new people. Focus on ur career.  It could be difficult but I am sure you can do it.  Regarding ur bf,decide accordingly.

What happened? Who is this person you are referring to?

Breakup

Summer in California that's what I live for❤️

3am Thoughts

So i liked a guy back in 2014 and i confessed my feelings for him  around 2017
So we started dating  from 2018
Now he was at that time a student of law then came covid 

And seriously I'm happy coz I get to know what kind of person he really is 

He was so pessimistic and always doubting my words or actions even now and then he would start having anxiety , whenever this happen he would say what ever comes in this brain 
Some of them were toxic like -

 he would Continuesly ask me why I love him and for once or twice I would say t answer him bt when his constantly goes on and he stated doubting me 
Even when I'm just talking with smone else 
I I stater going out with my 4nds (female) he would call me once to know my  location  (even when I had already told him)where I was 
And doubting and all
When my family was going through covid
He acted quite immaturity and 
I was already at the edge so I broke up withhim

As I loved him so I gave him a chance in 2022  bt after spending few months with him I realized he hasn't chged a bit 

He also confessed he stated talking with me coz he wanted to impress my best4nd  he had a crush on her however after 1 yr of dating he stated loving me 


He  we then went into an argument and he was same as always cunning   he would never understand what ' no' means for a woman like he would ask then only 

Why
Why not 
Tell me

It's so exhaustinga pathological lier and always doubtful 

Seriously I just want to free


Boyfriend

Do you listen to the neighbourhood??

I have a crush on a boy. I really love the way he talks to me. I am attracted to his behaviour towards me. We were having a close relation just as friends since a week or so. Yesterday he told that he loves me. I was both happy and sad. I am scared of relationships and commitments. It was only yesterday that I came to know that we both are of different religions. I do want to keep a relation with him but I know we both can't have a future together. Right now the only problem I feel is that we are of different religions and that is really a big thing. I feel like he is a genuine boy but I am not 100% sure if whatever he told me is true or not. I have lots of trust issues. He might fake his love and care. My heart keeps telling me to keep a relation with him but my brain always denies. 

Love

I need an explanation. Long story short. My best friend and I act like we’re a couple according to my other friends. This guy says he wants to remain friends only but other times he’ll say he wants to be more. Da f. He’s confusing me constantly. Plus ever since I went to visit him, he’s been acting like a jackass. Before he would constantly call. Now he hardly has the time to talk. And he’s suddenly always out and busy. What do I do… please help.

Confusion

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Music

I really feel low now.. I just can’t stop thinking about him.. he left me suddenly.. we were really good. We dint was fighting. I was there for him everyday. I helped him a lot during his hard times. Now he left me after moving to a new place .. the day before he left me.. he was talking to me nicely and romantically.. I dint thought he is going to break my heart. Even if we couldn’t marry in future because we both are different religion.. we decided we will be best frnds for life.. he even told he can’t live without me and he will never ever breakup with me.. there is only the issue of religion between us.. but we both loved each other so much.. how did his feelings changed when he left to some other place?? How could he forget things we did when we were together? I even bought him an ear-pods when a week before he broke up with me . I really can’t imagine a life without him.. we even stayed together for many days.. only I was there for him. Now he doesn’t want me.. he doesn’t even like to see my name he said.. why?? What have I done wrong in few hours? After coming from office he said he forgot about my existence. He doesn’t even feel like talking to me.. and he left..I really don’t know how to accept the fact that he is not in my life anymore.. the only frnd and best friend in my life was him.. now I’m all alone and don’t know what to do.. I feel so depressed and scared anxious .. I still wish he will text me asking atleast if im okay or not.. I really miss him.. hope he comes back.. i believe universe will let him know my value in his life..

I don’t know how to get rid of this laziness. 
I have to study but It is so f-in boring!
Any tips anyone? 


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