Actually I went to Kota for preparing for medical entrance during my 11th and 12th .
I gave my first attempt in 2020 and unfortunately I did not get into any govt medical clg.Then I took a drop and gave my exams again in 2021. This time again I m unable to get into a govt medical clg.My parents are willing to admit me into a pvt medical clg.But deep within  I m feeling unsatisfied. 


Actually I think I have already given my best .So I don't want to take a drop again.

I have already decided to take admission in a pvt medical clg but the actual problem is not that.It is my inner conscience that is hitting me hard and my confidence has completely shattered.

Career

Time could carry our weight
if only we could paint dice
to wait on the windowsill
Wait for a guest
Wait for a moment of your pride
or patience
And let it be
Dusty or kept

3am Thoughts

No one love no one cares no one help. Tim bhaiyya ki yaad aa rahi hai

Life

Sad 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🙄🙄🙄🙄

Friends

I wanna go home

Stress

nowhere halfway through 2021 .. 2020 was not sure a great year for everyone, but the year changed us so much, although the 5 things I wanna change in 2021 .. are... I want to be the better person the best version of myself... I want to be the kindest person... I want to read more .. more motivational books ... I want to earn , a little maybe but I want to... I want to blog .. quiet so things overall i want to be the best version of my self ... stay motivated all the time ... thank you


Motivation

I can't concentrate the way i did in the class now. When its a class of 1.5 hrs half of the things that the teacher tells goes over the head and i feel so exhausted to keep so many things in head, which ultimately i forget. I cant even sleep properly. I dont get sleep. Even if i try to sleep i cant. Its been so hard to stico to a schedule this week. Had a breal before this week but it didnt help.

The charm of the creative mind is its limitless possibility; with unwavering faith in our ideas, the impossible becomes possible, and pure creativity illuminates the path to success.

I just ended a 6 year old relationship. ☹️

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