actually, I wanted to talk about something I did 2 days ago that had me pretty upset. I cut myself again because I was feeling guilty about my bird’s death, on December 2020 I was eating tuna and I didn’t know that it was toxic to birds, let me tell you I´ve had her for 3 years and she would always eat with me and she really helped me cope with depression. I feed her tuna around the morning as well as my other bird. Later that night she died and my other bird survived but I was really heartbroken, I cried a lot and felt really bad that I ended her life like that. Every time I think of her I can´t help but blame myself, if it weren’t for me she would have still been here and I wouldn´t feel so guilty. She crossed my mind 2 days ago and I felt like crying so I ended up cutting.
I feel better now but I just wanted to get that off my chest.
hey, honestly it wasnt your fault. you didn’t know it was toxic for them and it was a complete accident, please stop blaming yourself for this accident. i’m sure you’ll get over your guilt soon, all i want to say is be strong!!
