Actually 3-4 months ago my ex return into mylife she left 3-4 times until now , she tell mi how she misses her old ex and other things most of the time we are arugging . I arrgu because she doesn't give me enough time . Any one help how should i make this relationship better.(sorry for poor english😔)

It's hard to leave her, but it's necessary to leave her.sooner you leave happier you live💯👍👍

I know it's tough but leaving her is the solution. Coming back according to convenience can't be love. 

Relationships

We build this beautiful relationship for entire  last year
We Shared same feeling , I confessed , she refused, we agreed on friendship, got even more closer 
Suddenly a day she left for another country, we kept the promise that one day we will meet again. 
We stayed in touch for months , and convince each other that distance will not drift us apart! everything became textual,but slowly slowly we started to loose the touch, something changed.
I tried to reach out , but all I got that she is busy.
 one day she told that she started to get more practical.
And the text notification got silent too.

It's been a month now....
From sharing entire day with her too now not knowing who she is!!
It's a terrible feeling to have!
I have missed her everyday, I tried but can't get out of my head!!
I hope things gets better for me.




3am Thoughts

I have an exam in a day. Need to study for it. But all I can think about is how he moved on so easily from me. How he spoke with her and was friends with her while we were together. Yes she is prettier more smarter than me. But did i deserve your betrayal? Your games? It irritates me to see you everyday with her. Last bench in the corner and your PDA. She sneaking out to your home to meet and talk to you god knows if y'all even sleep together. And all those giggles and whispering talks during lectures that is meant to hurt me. Still somehow you find a way to get things to my nerves. Happily you go around showing her off like a trophy. How could you. I wish you fail and fall hard in life. This karma is definitely going to get back to you. Now i just need to concentrate on myself. I don't know how to focus. Can someone out there help me please?

Breakup

You know.. most relationships fall and fail due to one reason.. failure to identify one of the most crucial things in any relationship.. Need.. We all just shroud that requirement.. the need.. special for each of us.. with a very strong emotion.. Love.. which is nothing but the emotional manifestation of the need..

If you figure out what your partner's need is.. and what your need is  or needs are.. you'll find the answer to your most troublesome questions.. "will this work", "she won't leave ri8.. or " why didn't this work"
Just think about this and you'll have a much clear view of whether the two puzzle pieces fit together or not..

Love

I am getting angry after break up that anger leads to revenge and still miss her I stopped once that feeling again after 5months I am feeling same

Depression

I am obsessed with breastfeeding feelings. 

It all started a year ago It was so normal in my life. There was one girl I liked. I want to be with her. But she has a boyfriend already i was feeling attached to her. After a year she broke up. I try to tell her I liked you more than friends earlier too but she always says like you are important to me i like you. 



She always let me hug and touch her. Around waist and kiss on cheeks. Or sometimes she sleeps on my lap. It was hard for me to not feel like friends. I liked her for a year. In the middle of this i always do her work whenever she needs me even in little things. Buy stationary buy other things or she wants to go anywhere i always go with her. Always say yes to her all things. 



She even tells me why you always say yes to all  my things. I can't answer that. I started caring for her so much i was so attached to her. 

After a year her boyfriend ditched him and she broke up. After a month I tell her by writing a note. And share her she reads then she says I can't be with you. Like my family will not allow me to marry you. She says I am Christian our religion is not the same but I tell her i can change it for you because I really love you. 



I get irritated and lost now i give her one week to answer that she says she only wants to be friends with me. And i say i cannot be like this sorry after that she didn't talk and i also but i really miss her. But my friend told me the reason why she didn't like me. He said she says you are a numb person like you don't enjoy anything just be like silent and calm you are just boring. It hurts me i always try to make her smile and make her feel cared. I was so devastated hearing this i am so bored I started feeling sad.



I feel hate in myself. Frankly I'm not able to feel confident about myself now. I become so low then i download a few apps and start chatting with online people. I was talking to one girl at night things get out of control and i ask for Breastfeed suddenly i feel like a baby who wants to just feel safe in someone's arms and latch to breast. I start chatting with her She shows me breast we do like Breastfeed roleplay. I never felt so cared for before and so loved. I kinda feel safe when she says me come latch to me baby. I became like a child and started chatting with her while seeing her breast i was feeling I was sucking her nipple. 



After that I became obsessed with the Breastfeed thing. I always felt for someone to chat with me online show breast and Breastfeed me. But they just talk for one or two days. Then they are gone. I talked to married women also and did things that i think i shouldn't have done. But now I have become addicted to breasts and chatting online. Seeing breast or breastfeed via VC. 



Right now I talk with women I think she likes me and i also start liking her. She shows me breasts too and says I love you. But she has a job where she can't be with me much online when she is not with me. Again i feel for Breastfeed now i look for someone who has real milk in the breast. But I feel i am bad i am doing wrong i also don't know if she loves me or not. By thinking all of this i feel stuck and end up asking 1000 girls about breastfeeding and always look for that who have milk and Breastfeed me online or real. I become so obsessed it's affecting in real life i can't able to do my work i just chat with people online i am stuck in this loop for one year. I can't get out i feel so guilty and bad. 



What should i do please tell me

Addiction

Drunk, sad, despair, broken.

After pissing off her after my last post, she started ignoring me. She hardly talked, I said sorry, apologized in every other way, but still she didn't make it any better. I have given her time, its been 3 weeks we hardly have talked, few days back I texted her that I'm missing her and I want to see her soon. 
Yesterday 14/04/2021 our friends celebrated birthday of two of our friends, and during that one of our mutual friend told me, about my girl that she has been sending her screenshots that I'm making her feel uncomfortable and she doesn't love me. And here I'm typing this blog when I know she doesn't love me. I don't know what to do. I have been literally, crying all night, I have exam today 16/04/2021 I don't know what to do. I cannot sleep, its hurting. I cannot even smile, after knowing about the screenshot thing, from 2 days I haven't been able to talk to anyone, even my bestfriend failed to bring a smile. My world is falling apart, I don't know what to do. Maybe I should be numb in class, and forget that I know her or any of them. Maybe I will be able to focus on what's mine, its me at end. This 2 years of my 20s have been really hurting. Temporary People. I love her dude, I love her alot, I never take her for granted, I don't even make her feel bad vibes around me, I prioritize her at first than anyone else. I don't know what to do! FCKMYLIFE

Is it so hard to find someone who will love you like you love them?

Hearts breaking, losing sense of happiness, getting ignored, constantly trying to make up to her, giving her the space, trying to be less active in groups, so that she can enjoy and not be awkward around me. Yet it's not working. I'm addict.

One Sided Love

So im in college and have never had a relationship. I had my first date 3 months ago and got to cuddle for the first time ever. After 4 weeks apart for winter break she broke it off because I was being too pushy wanting a second date. I thought I was over it but I seen her today and talked with her. Iv learned a lot in the past 2 months but she won't hear me out. She says shes talking with someone else now. It bothers me because I feel like it was all my fault when it ended because i didnt know what I was supposed to be doing. Will this feeling go away if I ever find someone else?

Frustration

My girlfriend broke up with me saying  she needs space after 7 years of relationship . This happened few months ago.
This broke me in and out 💔and now I'm getting quite normal from this situation.
Sometimes i feel like to make her regret .
I wanted to do this only because she hurt me too bad that time.

Comment your thoughts on this buddies..



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