Action + knowledge + Devotion + Breathing = Process of Conscious Evolution.

Personal Win

I don’t know what to do today

I'm tired. I'm tired of fighting for my relationships with him. I'm tired treated like I do not exist and not worthy of his time. I'm tired of being the one who always initiates the meeting. I'm tired of asking how he's doing. I'm tired of being a nice and supportive girlfriend in the past 5 years. I'm tired of waiting for his reply. I'm tired of getting a spot in the middle of his schedule. I'm tired of everything. 

Relationships

Our society and culture have always been tuning us since childhood to be in companionship with someone, either parents or a partner or someone. This is why we suddenly turn sad or depressed the moment we lose someone close to us or who we are attached to. We, as modern humans must also cultivate to be in solitude/alone and spend time to nurture/learn/improve/upgrade ourselves. This will make us stronger and truly independent, which is what we must strive for. At the time, also spend time with your loved ones. 

" Wasted time feels far more worse than wasted money " 

Take Care 🧡
Ricky



Caregiver

Finally gathered guts to come out of an abusive marriage...it's do difficult though especially when u r not independent :(

￼I feel like self destructing, I’m tired of everything. I’m tired of being walked all over, of not standing up for myself, letting myself go to boiling point by pleasing everyone but myself. I just want to let go, stop caring, stop pretending to be ok. Stop caring about myself, just fall into the abyss. Things will seem much simpler then. I will expect to be hurt, expect to feel hopeless, expect the wrath, expect my demons to destroy me. That way I won’t be disappointed. I feel so hopeless. I don’t want to live like this, I can’t carry on the way I am. 

Depression

Jivan khushi deta hai...
Dukh bhi deta hai....
Dil todne ke liye mahboob deta hai..... 
To dil bahlane ke liye kameene dost bhi deta hai......


Breakup

I love my boyfriend to death, but I’m so tired of him running over me all the time. He fucks up, apologises for it then goes back to fucking up again. I’ve given this relationship my all and I dont think I can anymore. I sometimes try to understand him as this is his first relationship and he doesn’t know how this works but that’s no excuse to him not knowing his priorities. He says that he loves me and all but I genuinely don’t feel it anymore. I really want to leave but I can’t, it’ll kill me. I feel stuck and trapped. All i ask for is the bare minimum, is that too much to ask for? 

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