Ab usko kaise btau ki I'm just saving you frm being attached to a creature like me 

Nowadays everyone wants to have fruit without working on their root. 
See the journey for my foot.
Now I feel like the past was good.
Being an adult is not easy to gather food. Now I realized my family was a root.

Love

I want to tell him that i miss him a lot. 
I want to spend my life with him.
But i just can’t, it wont matter, he wont have anything to say to me and he wont even be happy.
I feel like i want to kind of “request” again, to try for our relationship BUT IT MAKES NO SENSE FOR FUTURE. 
I wish I hadn’t feel this way about anyone, specially with the one who was never too much into the relationship because we had no future. 
He did made it very clear from the starting but i wanted him to change because i liked him and thought maybe he will change his perspective.
But after these 5 years, i am standing again at that point of my life where i was before except that i am deeply hurt now.

Sometimes when I forget that my mom is this way I feel the urge to tell her about my day and how I'm doing until I remember how she really is. It feels like being hungry while eating

Emotional Abuse

Hey there new here way say hii hope you all are doing good 

Happy

यूं अकेले में बैठना और,
तुम्हे सोच कर मुस्कुराना,
बस एक यही तरीका है मेरे पास
तुम्हे महसूस करने का। 💔

3am Thoughts

बड़ी नाज़ुक है ये मंज़िल
मोहब्बत का सफर है
बड़ी नाज़ुक है ये मंज़िल
मोहब्बत का सफर है
धड़क आहिस्ता से यह दिल
धड़क आहिस्ता से यह दिल
मोहब्बत का सफर है
बड़ी नाज़ुक है ये मंज़िल
मोहब्बत का सफर है

Crush

Why do children have to suffer because of their parents? Not once or twice but always.
I got my identity from mother who is working and my dad, who was involved in some sort of gambling few months back. I have never been expressive about my feelings, NEVER. There were the times I hardly interacted with them. This 2020 then came with a tons of different things, feelings were unboxed. I tried to understand my mother. I can proudly say that besides all the worst circumstances, she is the one who is working for survival for her kids. She has never been happy in her marriage. Even during pregnancy, she barely got medication. My father, he works, but not for us, but for his brother and his family. Those siblings did a lot many bad things to us. From being involved in the activities like stealing, lying to sexually abusing and alllll! My dad does not know about that sibling molesting me. I told my mommy just a few months back. She cant even let go of my father after him, having an extra marital affair, gambling over and over again. The only reason she gives is BACHO K BAD Y DIVORCE POSSIBLE NNI HOTA. I CANT SEE YOU PPL FIGHTING WITH THE WORLD WITHOUT  FATHER'S NAME, as if that's our only identity. I want to free her from all these bad relationships. Mother,s family is soo good, they are always standing up high for us. Dad doesnt pay for our survival. Still my mommy has given her all thee rights, he can do anything. RESPONSIBLITIES NHI TO HAQ KESA? How can she be soooo available to suffer everything?
When will this male dominating society come to a full stop?


Parenting

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