Ab toh khali 1 Russian hi depression se Bahar nikal sakti hai

3am Thoughts

Logo se ummed rakhna chor do, or phir dekho mazey 🙂

Har bar vo mera dil kyu tod deti h
Why she can't be with me

Insecurity

Feeling so lonely 
Kaash koi hoti jo haath thamati Mera 
Bina kuch kahe sab samajh jaati 

Lonely

Yrr...mujhse meri baate kisi ko batai nhi jati..mtlb basically express nhi kri jati...bhale vo kitni hi stupid si ku na ho...aur mai apne bf ko bhi nhi bata pati...i really wanna fix this...but i feel like stupid kuki i know meri baate its juat overthinking..aur bht zyada bacho wali cheeze h..jo shyad bache bhi nhi sochte h..aur mai regret krti hu unn baato p..any advice how to fix this?.

Personality Disorder

Mai ek ladka hu... Jise black bhi pasand hai or pink color bhi.... Mujhe achha lagta h jhumke lena, designers suits dekhna, jo bhu chije jo ladkiya dekhti hai... Mai pahnta nhi hu bs mujhe vo chije bhi attractive lagti hai to mai kharid leta hu chahe fir vo ladkiyo ki chije ho ya ladko ki.... Apni female friends ko gifts mei bhi deta hu kafi chije... Par jab bhi mai ye sb leta hu to mera bhai bahan ya jo bhi mere sath hote hai mujhe bura bhla bolte hai ki dekh ladka hoke ladkiyo ki chije le rha hai besharam hogya..etc.... Kya ladke ladkiyo ki chije jo unhe attract kre vo nhi le sakte... Ya pink color nhi pahan sakte... Mtlb mai vo chije kharid ke apne pass rakh leta hu bs taki apni female friends ko gift mei de saku.. Ya  fir mere male friends ho to unko unke jaise gifts de deta hu..... Or fir bhi mujhe yahi bolte hai ladka hoke ladkiyo ki chije kharid ta hai🥺🥺🥺💔

Emotional Abuse

Mujhe nai pata kyu jese jese me badi ho Rahi mujhe sb kuch mushkil kyu lag raha he... Mujhse society me survive nai ho raha ... Me kisi se khul ke baat nai kr pati ... Agr kuch kisi ko kehna ho agr apni cheez bhi mangni ho me nai mang paa rahi .... Muje PTA he kabi kabi me apna time waste kr deti hu pr mene kabhi Instagram WhatsApp Facebook ko bhi apna time nai Diya yeh SB apps mere phn me hote hue bhi naa ke brabar he mujhe koi smjta nia he jab me kisi ko apni baat pyaar se bhi kisi ko kehti hu sb mujhe lardne LG jate he ...ya fir meri tone hi esi hii.... Meri mummy mujhe nai smjti ... Meri mummy ke acc. Mera behaviour hi esa he aur esa hi rahega .. but I wanna tell u mumy me esi nai huu.... BSS mujhse face nai ho paa Raha kuch ... Me kahi pahunche Bina hi thak gai hu ... Me chahti hu mujhse SB baate kre pr jab koi baat krne aata he toh me unse bat bhi nai karna chahtii.... Jiski wajah se mujhe sb arrogant bolte he ... Meri age ke acc. Mujhe roshni pasand honi chahiye mujhe aage badna chahiye  but honestly.... Mujhe darkness aur be alone pasand he .... Just like right now, I'm sitting in the dark room only with myself ... Jb Bhai se jhagda ho jata he .. toh mumh ko batati hu pr mumy bolti he ladkiyan ese bolti achi nai lgtii.... Kyu yaar .. Mera bhi toh Maan krta he koi puche sbko uchi awaaz dikhti uske piche ka reason nai....gussa hu yaar mumy me tumse tum smjti nai ho mujhe .... me akeli reh gai ... apne AAP ke bhi piche khadi hu me .... yeh badti age aur naye naye log raas nai AA rhe mujhe .... handle nai ho paa Raha kuch mujhse ......aadat ho gai he akele rehne kii ..... even I can't find myself ... ki mujhe kya chaiye aur kya nai ...

Narcissism

Saw a beautiful girl while travelling in a train. She was looking at me and i was looking at her more often. I wanted to have a conversation with her and may be she was open to have a conversation with me. We both got down at the same stop. But in the end she went her way and i went mine. Just another normal day in India.

Crush

Is it just me or many people think that people have over glorified the concept relationship
I mean i get it some people are in relationships but its not some compulsion that you need to be in a relationship to stay happy still we are being seen as nerds and are asked constantly like still single ho 
Arre haan bhai haan ab zabardasti bna lein kya pakadke aur nhi bnayi kbhi toh kya ho gya aur doosri baat meri life hai yaar tum apna dekho naa mereko career pe focus krne do 
And my god this bollywood has create such a ruckus in our environment with movies like kaho naa pyar hai,kuch kuch hota hai and stupid songs

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