3am Thoughts

Great things take time, is it true!? 

i need help. idk what to do anymore 

Does everyone feel shitty all day or is it just me?

If you don’t understand the game, why are you even playing it

Life

I just don't know if this site will be the right place for me to share this. In the outside, people know me as relax, cheerful, and positive person. I never share my problem to my friends and my family. I keep that shit for myself. And now I feel so sad. I can't handle it. I just really sad until I feel like I can't cry again. My life never be the same after I graduated from college. Adult life is so cruel to be honest. And now. Because of corona, my mom lost her job. My dad was died for a long time ago, and now my mom lost her job. It makes me sad because I recently having job this year after 10 months being unemployment after graduated. Although the salary is not really great, but for the first time, i love it so much because it was my dream. And after this situation happen to us, all my mindset about dream job is gone. Although I have a sister who have a great job and salary, but I know we will struggling next year due to this. Because she must pay bills for her new car and she is currently studying her master degree.

Am I greedy of being sad because my mom losing her job? I just think life is not fair for me. I just want to having fun with my salary, but now I will use some for my family. And I don't know what will happened if my sister suddenly get married.. All I think is find a new job with a good salary but it doesn't easy. 

Lonely

**Quarantine 101**

*Challenge 1*

What would you choose?

1. 💪 or 😴?
2. 🍎 or 🍕?
3. 🥗 or 🥘?
4. 🍩 or 🍉?
5. 🏃‍♀️ or 🚗?
6. 🐶 or 😺?
7. 🚂 or ✈️?
8. 🌊 or 🏔?
9.  ⛈ or ☀️?
10. ☃️ or 🌈?

Comment below and tell us!

Life is confusing enough already, let's see if this adds to the confusion or provides some much-needed clarity!

COVID-19

If I ever loose my battle to depression, know that I fought, know that I tried. Know that I gave my best to overcome what I was going through 

Depression

A huge sign of growth is learning to be kind to yourself on your hardest days 🌿
We all are conditioned to shame ourselves for not knowing enough or solving our issues quickly. But bad days can get worse if you're constantly bashing yourself.

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