Friends

sometimes i'm so confused in life, i can't seem to make head or tail of anything. need some clarity and some rest 

Other

i hate night binging makes me bloat sleep less 

Mental Health

I tried to kill myself last night. Running car in the garage. I guess I woke up at some point and turned the car off (no recollection) and then again at 4am, stumbling into the house and straight to bed. I'm scared of myself and not sure what to do. Any kind and/or honest words of wisdom?

Suicidal Ideation

Hello where ever you are!
I have something that can not stop thinking about and would like to hear you opinion too, what would you do. It is a long story but I will make it as short as possible.
There is a person (let's call her BB) who i know already a year, we work together. I always felt I was not just a friend for her but I was too afraid to be honest with myself because I'm a girl too and never ever experienced something like that. But deep in heart I also know I loved her so much... Loved her with my whole heart. Few months ago she finally asked me if we wanted to be together but I said I was not ready for new relationship (i really was not...). After few weeks she made a girlfriend...
Here is the thing: from the day we met BB always would tell me to go to her country to study or live for sometime and I alsoto study or live for sometime and I also would promise her that i would do that. As a result I got admitted in one of the universities of her country few days ago ! But the thing is I just can not tell her about it...the reason is that I don't want to study with anyone else from the people I know(I know her girflriend too). If BB hears that news who would not want to tell her girflriend about such possibility and offer her to send the documents in the same university as me... People, please understand me, I can not and I don't want to be around her girlfriend, especially in another country. But if I tell her not to tell
 it to anyone else (that technically includes her girlfriend too), I know it will make BB such a bad girflriend because of me. What would you do? Would you tell her about this news?

3am Thoughts

I want to become a writer how should i start. I am 28 year old graduated. I always love watching movies of all genre and reading stories and I also want to write some story books that represents our soceity too. Howshould I start

Personal Growth

I hate myself so much. I am afraid of being around people. I'm tired of fighting for myself with no support. I can't do this anymore. I give up.

Failure

It has been 5yrs of my relationship...everything is going fine...he take care of me a lot,he always make sure that i'm having my meal on time or not..whenevr i text him he replies in within a sec...or whnevr i call him he receives it even though he is busy...he take's out time frm his work to talk to me..he nevr shouted on me,he nvr argue wrh me nor he fight's wth me...even though he nvr had blocked me aftr our fight..i'm d only one who fight's wth him a lot but he just listen nd just make me calm ol d time...i have told him several time to brkup wth me but he say's he will not  leave me in any condition...he tolerate my silly things also...but i'm too confused now...he say that he want to sleep early just bcoz he wake's up early in d mornig at 5am..but before going to bed he make's sure to call me nd talk to mee..but i overthink that he is having an affair so he sleeps early ..wht should i do i'm too confused...he loves me or not ?

Long Distance Relationship

I'm so lost.
Now that I found a platform to vent out everything's that inside of me, I'm still unable to. 

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