Aaj kal saari baat main mujhe rona aata hain .... meri maa se chhoti chhoti baato par jhagda hota hai 🥺....jab main roti hi toh woh bolti hain subha shaam dekh ke nahi ro sakti ...manusiyat hi felati hain ...
Mere shone se dikkat ....yeh woh sab kuch se dikkat ....aise phele kabhi nahi hota tha ... Mujhe anxiety hoti hain...mere haath-pare main ek alag si shivering hoti hain...ghar ka pura mahool mere liye toxic ho gaya hain....jab woh kuch bolti hain toh main bhi unse bolne lag jati hu, toh woh bolti hain jubaan kada rahi hain ...main hi galat hoon na sometimes it feels why I'm still alive.....unhone bola na roti rehti hain aab dekho itni ajeeb ho jaungi na ki aab mere emotions bhi nahi dikhenge :)

Main inn saari baato ko serious nahi leti I know she loves me....but emotions ko kaise sambhalu yaha toh rone pe bhi rok laga rahe hai 🙂 

Thank you for your warm words 🙏🏻

3am Thoughts

Anyone up ? 

I’m feeling horrible. I feel worthless and alone. I feel like a joke. I’ve been having a hard time because so much has happened in the last 12 months. I’m kind of realizing things that are going to happen and I’ve been trying to keep my composure but I broke today. I recently got my permit and I was driving and my dad was raising his voice at me and I started to cry because I felt like a disappointment. He asked if I was okay and I tried to say I’ll be fine and he started to laugh. It feels like no one is taking me seriously. I feel like I can’t open up to anyone or I’d be sent somewhere. Today was one of my worst days. I just want someone to help me.

Depression

Anyone up for chat?

Friends

i am feeling angry yet so cornered. i feel like its my duty to please everyone in my family. they are suggestingg me horrible people to go and meet for marriage purpose. i dont know whats their scrutney criteria. i feel so stressed yet helpless.
those people treat me as i have achieved nothig in my life. well i have done good. i have a permanent job,yet boy's families and even my relatives say things like, you should not work your whole life, you are just a girl, its just a job and what not.
in starting i dont care about them but now its started affecting me. i know i have achieved my childhood dream yet i feel so helpless. why parents of a boy have so much ego that they have given birth to a lord and his wife should only support her. why cant things go mutual. why couples cant support each other...its too much sometimes😭

Frustration

Life is hard but we should never give up.. Don't compare yourself with others you have your own Uniqueness you are beautiful😍✨❤ and amazing 
Never give up ☺

College

Success is not destination it's your ability to survive journey...

Motivation

He's a keeper, he's a believer
He's on the ground, on his knees in a theater
And he put us in a car, I don't know where we are
But he fell in love with a fevеr
"I could never leavе her, I could never keep her!"
That's what he says to the neighborhood preacher
And he put us in a car, I don't know where we are
But I fell in love with the fever

Music

l experienced sexual assault by my cousin and my boyfriend. I don't know how to deal with my emotions... I feel like I sometimes lose touch with my own identity... I feel like I should not have been born

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