Aaj hi ek ladki ka contact name Riya Friend se Riya Sister kiya 😭


Relax Nature

Yaar ek chij nhi smjh aa rhi.. Ye raat ko hi depression hit kyo krta hai.. Din to chlo nikal jata hai par ye raat ko hi ithi problem kyo hoti hai... Ex ki yaad, breakup, Exam mei fail hone ka dar, vo purani yaade, vo purane yaar, carrier ko sochkar... Raat ko hi itni jldi problem kyo hoti hai.. Jab sara din ka thka hua insan raat ko sone ke liye let ta hai or aankhe band krte hinsab purana yaad aa jata hai... Aisa kyu hota hai?? 

3am Thoughts

Uss raat hawa zara madham chali thi..
Hum chatt pe ghane kaale badalon ke niche yuhi muskurate huye ek hi khaat pe lett gye..
 poore din ki kahani mai tumhe suna raha tha..
Aur thak kar tum so gyi..
Kahi door se aati zara si raushni me tumhara chehra maano chaand sa chamak rha tha..
Dekhte hi dekhte meri bhi aankh lag gyi..
mohalle se aati Awaaz ke kaaran meri aankh khuli aur, sapna toot gya..vo khaat abtak Sirf mera hi wazan sambhale huye thi..
aur dekho ab neend hi kaha aa rhi hai🙂


Dreams

All are dukhi ghost ,sabke hal same hi j hai ,koy dhokhe me or loy pyar me hai ,i am also ,pyar or dhokha sath me chal raha ,i am trying to say that ,sabko dhokha mil raha to ye true love vale kidhar hai be ,oh yes true love vale babu shona se bahar nikle to milte yaha ,ayenge vo bhi aynge ,chil maro yarro life hai advanture kuchh naya nahi hua to bore ho jaoge dhokha hai pyar hai jo bhi hai. Ro rahe ho ,has rahe ho stress me ho ,bat yadd rakho kab tak rahega ye all are young generation ,ene to abhi 10 kisse banane hai bhai life baki hai ek bar fail hue to kya hua dusri bar try karo try and try don't cry ,kuchh na bas gyan batne ka man kiya to bak diye ,baki salam namste 

Happy

So right now I am stressed out like a hell, bhai nhi pata mujhe kya chal raha hai life me, I want to cry I want a hug, I want to share my feelings....2 months ago I shifted in mumbai with my mom (she is a single parent)....this place is new for me....our neighbor said there is a park behind the society....merko acchaa lagta hai akele time spend karna so I went there....walk kar raha tha walk karte hue ek ladki baju se gayi bht distance tha I didn't even touched her....gate pe watchman ko jaake bolti hai "vo ladke ne mere hips touch kiya".....wtf?? Kya bigada bhen maine tera?? 3-4 women came they slapped me for no reason and they took me to the police station...3 days I was in lock up....my mom was crying like a hell....because of this shit I remembered my whole past....and now I am blank, disturbed, insecure etc etc

Yrr I don't know but aaj fir mujhe anxiety ho rahi he mujhe use dekhne ka mn kr Raha he but I know ki ab kuch hone ni wala esa kyu ho raha he yrr , mujhe usse koi mtlb ni rakhna he but tb bhi meko anxiety ho rahi he

Anxiety

ज़िंदगी

Kehne ko to aasan h ki 
Jindgi gujari ja skti h
Roti kpda Or makan se

Lekin jb aap in teeno ko pane ki kosis krte ho to na jane kitne apne paraye bn jate h Or payare apne bn jate h

Aap apne aap ko kitna smbhal ke rokhoge
Kisi na kisi reason se tut jaoge

Or life me ese boht se reason hote jo apko andr se tod dete h

Lekin pta h sbse jada dukh kb hota h

Jb galti apki nhi ho or fir bhi apka koi ek sbse pyara person apko hurt krte chla jata h

Ye jo feeling hoti h na andr se tod deti h
Aap kitni bhi kosis kr lo
Kahi na kahi kbhi na kbhi rula hi deti h

Ye jo log bate krte h na ki ldke rote nhi h 
अक्सर wo hi sbse jada drd jel chuke hote h

Jo sbke smane ye dikhawa krte h ki hum शख्त londe h 
Ek bat khud se puch kya tu shi me esa h

Jb akele pan me ghr walo se dur apne spne pure krne ke liye apna sb kuch lga dete ho

Or bhi mnjil nhi milti h
Or jo person apne akelepn me sath hota tha 
Wo apke nakami pe apko chor ke chla jata h

Tb jo drd hota h 

Us drd me aakhe bhr aati h bt 
Aavaj nhi nikalti h muh se
Ye jo dukh ye jo akelapan h 
Kahi na kahi andr hi andr khud ko kosta h 


Bt us time tum rone ke siwa kuch kr bhi nhi skte ho

Is drd ko smja bhi har kisi ke liye aasan nhi hota h

Jo log ye kehte h ki bhai muje pta h me smjta hu

To soch bhai tu to only smj rha h uspe to wo bat biti h 
Jb tuje sun ke itna bura lg rha h to 
Usko kitna bura lgega jisne ye sb feel kiya hoga

Isliye yrr
Life aasan nhi h
Boht dukh h bhai yha pe


Lonely

Thak gya hoon bhai dusro ki girlfriends ko hasa hasa ke🥺

Adulting

kuch jade hi ulaajh gayi hai yr life.. pehle simple si thi ab carrier family and soo on ki tnsn.... life k struggles jhelne se jade to assume krke depression hogya hai .... 

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