A year worth of stress and anxiety piled up and I didnβt understand what it was, I still donβt tbh but Iβm trying my best to be okay. Getting my heart broken and them hurting me and losing my trust and leading me on for some time didnβt really help either. I feel like Iβve Apologized for something that wasnβt completely in my control, but Iβve not recieved an apology for something that was done intentionally, but i guess thatβs what closure is in a way? I donβt know. I wish I could hug someone tight and just let it out for once :)