A person who is full of love internally never gonna chase love externally.

Love

I am a college student, precisely medical. This is my second year, and I think this is loneliest I have ever felt. I don’t have “friends” friends. Ppl talk to me but just when we are together or if I bring my self to their table. Otherwise I am always left alone. There are already so many groups, and that too linguistically divided, the grp with which I share my mother tongue doesn’t accept me because of this one guy who I refused to date. The girls don’t involve me any of their fun tasks. I am always left alone. At times I just cry my guts out at times I drown myself into novels which makes me completely cut from my batchmates. I don’t want to stay here. I wish I could run away or just put a full stop to everything. 

Depression

Which thing gives you more pain??

Anxiety

should i sell my portraits?

Confusion

Want to run away somewhere far so that nothing matters me ....far from everyone ,my present 🙃

Exhausted

Okay so for past few days i was feeling a bit lonely so i dont know just by scrolling playstore i found this app and downloaded it and its a good app,i mean the concept is good 
Found so many good people here some glitches were there technical and others as well like people looking for girls posts only but its the same everywhere so not complaining about it 
😅
Used it for 2 days,enjoyed it a lot but now its becoming an addiction so i'm off 
But i'll be back as soon as i got my career and life well settled 
Till then thanks everyone 
Love you all

3am Thoughts

Good

Exercise

I have been awake since midnight. It is four in the morning here. I haven’t been able to sleep since I woke up at midnight. ￼￼

I wonder where u r and how u r.. specially who u r.. the absence of whom I miss every day.. 
I don't know if I'll find u during my graduation or masters or maybe during job...
All I know is I miss u.. I wanna sit in the rooftop with u under the sky looking at the moon and stars.. I wanna go on long drive with u and open my hand to feel the air.. I wanna sing romantic songs with u.. and dance with u in them.. I wanna watch movies with u and kiss u when those characters kiss each other.. I wanna go out for a meal with u.. I wanna sleep hugging u and see u first when I wake up.. I wanna u to sing me a sing when I get angry.. pamper me a little and I will blush.. I wanna have a piggy ride on u.. I wanna go to a fair with u and enjoy every ride.. I wanna go out shopping with u and see ur reaction when I get out of changing room dressed beautifully.. I wanna write love letters for u.. plan little surprises for u.. and sometimes get amazed by ur surprises.. I want to joke around with u and laugh out together till our stomach hurts.. I wanna wipe ur tears and give u my shoulder whenever u r upset.. whenever I cry I wanna run towards u and hug u tightly... I wanna enjoy every occasion with me and look u in traditionals.. I wanna us to fulfill our bucket list together and travel across the world... 

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