a lot of people joke about gangs and all of that stuff and i let it go because i’m aware it’s ignorance but i wish they knew it’s not something to joke about. my brother was in one and it was the scariest moments of my life. i lived and even slept in fear. i witnessed terrible inhumane things and to this day, i need therapy to deal with it all. 

i’m really sorry to hear this. i lost my brother for this reason as well. sending my condolences. 

Im sorry too. It's very sad dealing with such a thing, nobody's family deserves that ❤️ 

I agree. It is very easy to joke about things if you're looking at them from a safe distance

Other

https://youtu.be/luwAMFcc2f8


for you all 😇

Music

We have a real connection with a few people in our lives
Some of them are lost to time or distance
Some become bffs
Some become girlfriends/boyfriends and exes
Only one (usually) becomes our partner
Either of those could have gone and way
They just happened to be like this

Friends

What scares you the most ?

3am Thoughts

Kesariya tera ishq hai India........ 
Rang jaaun jo main hath lagaun.....
India is ❤️

Crush

how can i try to be patient with someone ? my sister with her toxic mouth has been making me hate life more and more, i wanna die. but if i go against her, i'm gonna be hit again

Mental Health

Acne

For the past few days I was struggling, lonely, depressed, no one to talk, felt devastated even if surrounded by the family members. Continuous failures in my life and breaking up with the one who the most important person in my life just broke me in and out. I lost my happiness , my craziness, my mood.
Last night I cried too...cos there's no one to understand and I'm so much frustrated that it burt out as a anger.
Which made me feel so bad... I again ruined everything. I'm continuosly worrying about my past, present and future. I'm so demotived that I think I can never be happy , always suffer .... there's no hope for me and will never succeed in my life. But today I felt really positive, I realised that I'm mourning about someone day and night who doesn't ecen care to know why I broke up. I realised that there's no need to share your feelings, there's no need to have a special one cos you're enough for yourself. There's no point of sitting and assuming the to be situation in your future. I should be happy alone even if there's no one to talk , I should listen to myself, talk to myself and make people happy around me. I shouldn't be demotived and cry every time on my situation rather I should help overcome any failure listen to people. Be strong.
I may still struggle for my future goals and other stuff.... chances are there I may not succeed but I'll be happy , I'll accept everything and never blame anyone for this. I'll give my best and change my situation on my own . I shouldn't depend on someone for my well being , happiness and joy.
It's all depended on me...i should figure it out myself. 
Bcos people have there own problems going on, they have other things to feal with....they might be suffering as I am.
I shouldn't assume and create situations in my mind. 

So I came up with this situation, I started writing and felt relieved after venting it out.
So, if you ever started talking in your mind then, DON'T DO THAT.
RATHER, write it somewhere else like dairy, notes in phone, on a platform like this. JUST WRITE IT. 
And after writing it all forget it and consider it your past. Do this again and again....I assure you it'll be so relaxing.


I'm on the edge again and I have no idea why
I want to do it so badly, I want to disappear or at least draw blood 
I can't bring myself to tell my friends,  I don't want them to worry about me, I don't want to be another burden too them.

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