Relationships

wtf i going on 😑

3am Thoughts

I feel empty like I don’t even know what to feel at this point. I have tons of work to do, I JUST CANT CONCENTRATE and I’m in an important school year and can’t mess it up but I’m so done with everything like I’m being fine to the people I know but deep inside I know that I’m just acting and putting a mask on. And maybe I’m a burden to everyone else like I don’t know, I’m so done. Yeah and my family does want me to score really well and have expectations on me, I’m sometimes grounded from talking to my best friends as well I don’t know why. Everything is so messy idk how to fix it like I just don’t wanna live, maybe that’ll help 

Sometimes,,,you might feel like Caroline Forbes from the series The Vampire Diaries,,,like " I am never anybody's 1st choice."

Here's an interesting thing....You can be YOUR first choice,,,,

Acceptance from others is smthg we all crave....well how about starting to accept yourself as the person you are 😊

Motivation

I wish to live an unmarried life for the rest of my life. I want to pursue my ambitions and grow. I wish to adopt and care for children. Will the society reject me?

It hurts 
I can't even share and express because i know koi ni samjhega😭
I m in extreme pain can't even cry in front of my family i don't want them to see me crying 

Have you thought of confessing to your crush? 

A quick ques. 
What do you believe in and why? Does the love ends with time or it never ends? 

Love

I really want to know .. Plz me mene kuch anjane me badi galtiyaan kari or fir uske liye mene apne dearones se mafi bhi mang li h. But mujhe ye problem h when i apologize wo ek bar me nahi hota bar bar bolna padta h. Mujhe maaf kar diya gaya h fir bhi. Mere man me aata h ke jab apologize kr liya h to ab jinse apologize unse mazak nahi karna thode time normal nahi hona mtlb ke abhi apni galtiyo ki mafi.mangi or normal ho gaye. I went normal after apologize fir mujhe guilt hua mene us chiz ki bhi mafi mangi. Maaf kar diya. But mene irritation me bol diya tha 'plz meri baat sunlo' mere dear one nahi sun rahe the isliye. To mujhe kya karna chaiye. Me bahut jyada pareshan hu. Suicidal hu mujhe kuch samjh nahi aa rha h bahut halat kharab ho gai h meri. I m apologizing since long. Fir mujhse kuch na kuch galti ho jati h. Me kya karu plz help me. Plz doctor ya psychologist ki advice mat dena mene le li h. I want advice from you people plz help me i beg you .. 

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