A listener from mental health platform abuse me sharing vulgar nudes to me used explicit words to my parents and leaked my number don't know what to do I am too tensed and feeling to anxious 

I also have proof don't say anything without knowing ok mind your own damn business 

you should share the username of the person doing this

Can you report this person? Are your parents the type to help you regarding these stuff?? If yes, ask their help. And is this person threatening you??


Emotional Abuse

I don't remember anything perfectly. I don't even remember my age. 
When I was a kid, my cousins made fun of me. They were all probably in 6th or 7th grade except one. He was of my age. We went to visit my uncle in mumbai. Everyone was present there. All the elders went out for some work. I remember all my elder cousins telling the cousin of my age, to rub his finger on his a*****e (not inside) and then rub that finger on my leg and they laughed and told me see that's why you shouldn't wear shorts. 
I'm sure they did as an act of fun and it's not a big deal but idk why it has been stuck in mind for years. 
I didn't actually wear shorts for long time after this.
I told my mother about this and she asked me not to tell anyone.
I've overthinked so much about this that I don't even remember now if this was a reality or a dream because I look at them all now and they are so nice. 
Is this called abuse? What should I do? Is there any way to remember everything perfectly from tha past? 


Child Abuse

When I was five, I met a boy named Buddy.  We became best friends when we were six.  We were inseperable.  I never let go of his hand, I swear.  But when we were put in different classes in fifth grade, we both had severe panic attacks daily.  When we got the chance to see eachother, it got more intimate.  We would hug and, when we were 14, kiss.  When we were 15, we started sleeping together.  And, of course, my birth control had to be terrible.  I got pregnant with my now two year old twin boy and girl.  I'm not going to say their names, but they're the center of my life.  I had to get a job, which was torture.  I am still inseperable from Buddy, and our children are too.  My dad (my mother passed away when I was three) despises him, but he used to love him.  He was a charmer, and incredibly loveable.  So yeah.  Just wanted to share my story and say, to all of the teenagers dealing with this, just don't do it.  If it's so terrible to be virgin, then feel terrible until you're married.  Like, seriously, don't have sex until you're married.  Please please please!  And if it does happen, you getting pregnant, then remember, it's your baby and your body.  If you want to abort, you abort.  I wanted to originally, but by the time I had my mind made up entirely, I was in labor.  So, Buddy and I live in a small apartment, I am training in medical school, and  our babies are happy and healthy (besides a missing toe on my baby girl, it fell off at birth.  We have it looked at every time she's at the doctor, but so far, doctors think it's from a certain circulation issue that happened in the womb).  We're on track for a better life, and I hope this reaches you! 💕

Motherhood

Yesterday  I had a night  out with my cousins where they my sister told my brother that I wanted to talk about some serious  stuff just to make him stay !! And they were sleeping  on bed  and I was sleeping  on place beside  the bed and I woke up I got awkward  as they were cuddling  and sleeping  in weird  position  I really  got awkward  and questioning my self .....I was questioning  myself  that why I can't get along with him .... but I have boundaries.... so many things are happening  am I thinking  too much ...is it OK to cuddle  and sleep with our cousin !

Other

Hey now&me folks!!

Wanna confess one thing..
I have a crush on my distant relative since ages..(remember that I'm a Hindu so there's no future for us)
Idk if he knows or not..ig he knows (his whole family knows for sure)
I get uncomfortable and awkward around him... it's just toooo much for me
I want to remove that feeling.. tried a lot of times...but He's just everywhere!!..I can't get my head off of him😩
What should I do??🥺

Crush

Well some years back I had my first crush and when my cousin came to know about it she gave me hopes that he could like me back and everything and she talked to him and got his number, we talked over phone for almost an year and even exchanged ilys but we never met and somewhere or the other I always felt like this was someone else but I was just afraid to ask and whenever I tried my cousin would just sprout some lies. Fast forward the guy I talked to was a different person and my cousin has moved out and we don't have any contact. I ghosted that guy after an year. And its just weird I could never really come out of that. Should I call and ask who he was and everything. I just don't even know anything. He could be a married man or a psychopath for fuck sake and I am so afraid and everything about confronting. It's been 4 years since I last talked to my cousin and 2-3 years since I last talked to that guy.

Relationships

I was 10 year old when i was sexually assaulted by a 17 or 18 year old boy whom i use to call brother. Our mother where best of friends and neighbours. One day the naive 10 year old me saw him coming and excitedly ask if i could water from his fridge as it was summer, i was playing, i was and tired and we do not have fridge. He told me to follow him to his house and i did because i was fan of cold water as soon as i enter he said he will get changed and i should take water by myself. I went to kitchen took water and turned back to see him partially naked. He was just wearing a shirt i could see everything. I tried to run he grabbed me. He said he will tell me a story come to bed. I tried to free myself but he was adamant not let me go. Before it could escalate to rape i warned him that i will cry out loud if he didnt let me go. He did let me go. I ran fast as i could. I sat outside my house and cried my heart out and went home like nothing happened. It took me a year or 2 to tell this to my mother. That boy mom told my mom something and said she is just a kid she is making that up she has seen in tv. Mom agreed to it. I know now may be she was saving me from the badnaami. But back then i didnt knew and i hated it. Iam 29 now and i have 5 month old daughter and a loving husband whom i dated for 5 years and best friends for 2 years before tying the knot. But the incident has affected me a lot. I was bullied at school for short height and i had quite shitty relationships. Few years ago my dad died he was he really nice person but he never allowed me to work but iam fine with it. But i find myself fighting with my husband on silly things. He never fights back. He knows everything what i have been through. I have everything a good ending i guess but iam far away from my mental peace. I just want meet my assaulter slap him hard and ask him why he did this to me. You are a father of two daughters what if same thing happened to your daughter. Do you remember what you did to me. You basically ruined my childhood which iam carrying though my adulthood. Ask me for forgiveness and i wont give you one 

Depression

Y'all have ever had a crush on your cousin cuz he's fine ash, not like crush crush but like you find him very attractive so you just look at him to admire his beauty

Confusion

I don't know what i am Doing... I don't know who's gonna read this or who's gonna comment and what your thoughts will be.... I don't even know if i will exist tomorrow or an hour later.... But i wanna do this, i wanna tell everyone, i wanna shout this 

I don't remember how old was i when this happened! Maybe 7 or 8 or 10... I don't remember but what i remember is the face of that man, his hands, his eyes and the incident that took away my life from me.... I WAS SEXUALLY MOLESTED... By my neighbor and i didnt know what to do..... I didn't tell anyone, not to my family..... Coz i knew how my parents are.... To this day that man visit my house and i see his face and a shiver run through my veins..... I am big now and i know how to fight so i am safe from him but i don't know how to deal with that . ...... Not just this, my own mother treats me like shit.... I don't know why? She called me "worst kid", " Witch", " Whore", " Bitch"  And i don't know how to tell her that i am her own blood, and i am broken because of all these things..... Please stop, like really please stop 

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