a few years ago i had my first heartbreak and i finally moved on from her just last yera and then a new girl came to my life became a very close friend of mine , i started liking her she also said she liked me and we came in a relationship and then she said i am not ready for it i can't continue, she don't deserve me and more things , i am totally broken now , I don't know what to do , i wanted to talk about this with someone thats why i posted it here in the hope that maybe it will feel better if i will tell someone about it

she said ki aao jitna pyar krte ho mai utna nhi kr skti aur shayad kabhi na kr pau and that's why she didn't deserve me , maine bola mujhe chalega pr 🙂

yeah i know aur ab mujhe lgra hai ki mujhe wapis se is chej mai pdna hi nhi chahiye tha i was too serious and she just used me 🙂, thanks i really wanted to talk about this but don't know with whom whoever you are thanks i felt good after discussing with you 

yes whi socha tha maine ki nhi krunga pr usne khud hi try kiya bahut zyada pehle maine naa boli pr baad mai maine khud hi fir propose kr diya aur uske baad bahut zyada ho gya 

yeah i know , but it is not easy to move on and i don't abhi aur kitna time lgega aage aur mujhe

yes wo to hai 🥲 pichli baar teen saal lg gaye the is baar pta nhi kitna lgega,🥲 ye anonymous har baar khud hi on krna pdta hai kya 🥲🥲

block krna muskil lgta hai 🥲🥲 wo nhi ho pata yarrr sochta hu pr nhi ho pata 

If you have a username.. You don't really need to reveal your real identity. Your username is just what gets revealed while connecting 

Maybe Ghosting is the one word term for it 🥲

aur mujhe lga yaha kuch dost bna pauga jinke sath kuch bhi discuss kr sku without getting judged. 🥲🥲

are you the same person jiske sath mai upr baat kr rha tha? 🥲

pehle mujhe lga same hai baad mai dekha dp alag hai bdi confusion hai 🥲

🥲🥲🙂 shayad ye bhi timepass krne ke liye dund rhe hai yaha koi 

ohkie 🥲🥲 can we be friends mtlb jiske sath kuch bhi bhi discuss kr ske without the thought of getting judged ?

Nhi bro.. Another person hu jo tere comment me akar thora ansu pochne me madat karne ayee

Breakup

I still have a teddy bear that my ex best friend gave me
Now we just give each other stone cold looks❤️😌

Life

Day 1 of Journaling
My bf was talking to his ex, casual stuff. I found out few days back. I fought with him. I don't want to be with him, at the same time I'm not able to stay without him. I don't want to be vulnerable. I have seen my mom suffer because of my dad. Now i don't want to be my mom. I might be over thinking, but I'm just paranoid. My bf is a gem of a person. And no, he wasn't cheating on me, he was casually talking to his ex. Now I'm waiting for him to come home. But i feel low, i can feel my guts hurting, my heart heavy. I wish i could escape from all of these emotions. 

Insomnia

How to heal the wounds of love? 

Love

Itta v acha nhi hona 

Other

Dekh raha hai Binod Kese Inglis bol bol kar C Kaate hai in logo ka 😅 

3am Thoughts

I cannot deal with my ex-boyfriend being friends with this girl who caused problems in the relationship. I’m tired and I just wanna get out of here 


2021 was such a great month I was hanging out with my best friend ever at the group home.  
 we went to the park , took a selfie in front of a bridge , went to Carl's junior for root beer floats , Tim hortons for drinks and doughnuts and walked to the bench every night. one night she was arguing with her mom on the home phone about phone problems she was selling her phone on face book market place then she got of the phone staff was trying to help her with her phone problem but she got escalated and started yelling at staff then she called 911. she said she would use anything around her to kill but then I didn't hear the rest staff told me to go upstairs and lock your door she left with the police to the hospital. the next day I video chatted her she said she was at a Yess shelter and I was gonna buy her things at Walmart to make a gift basket but  I even stood up for her because she was my best friend then she posted on her 
 snap story she was excited to come back. when she came back she was in a small car and waved at me as they were pulling up in the driveway she told them about me and how I was her best friend and they said nice to meet you I said you too when she came back it was like she was a different person. she was not the same person I met who was wild and did what she wanted. she had a one-on staff due to her threatening behavior I felt like the staff was taking over my friendship role just because they were hanging out more and doing things the things me and my best friend use to do together which made me jealous of her. sometimes she wouldn't talk to me for no reason then eventually talk to me. then I would do the same she would mostly only talk to staff not me. I never told her how I felt about our friendship because I know how she is when she get's angry. I saw a side of her that no one else saw she was inspirational , funny and beautiful finally the one-on staff would say hi and bye to me she never did that before when were at the mid west festival the one-on staff sat down and told me that she was so glad that will call her Tay tay was my best friend and that Tay tay talked a lot about me. she eventually left the program  her caseworker thought it was better for her so she went to her Mom's until they find her a new group home. she made a crack on the window van and threatened 3 staff before she left I took her to Moxie's for dinner , Shoppers drug mart for a facial spa ,Carl's junior for root beer floats and Tim Hortons for drinks and doughnuts. when she  left I ran upstairs and cried I did all those things for her because I loved her I cared about her so much that I would put in all this effort but she wasn't sure how she felt about me yet she kept being with people who would break her heart and I warned her about certain people because I cared about her when she left I was mad and told staff i'm not hungry and I won't eat when i'm sad I try not to eat but eventually I ate. when she was here sometimes I would feel sad for no reason and just cry then sleep it off even when she wasn't here until I could talk to my boyfriend.

Friends


i’m gonna talk about some of my trauma i only felt attention to one boy in my life and i think i felt attraction towards him cause he gave me unexpected attention he had a gf and i never knew he was into me i’m not sure if he was into me really we were both drinking and he was in the mood to flirt and do things with a girl and i was there i was drunk and didn’t really care after i got sober i got disgusted and guilty and couldn’t stop thinking about his gf after all this years i’ve realized he had power over me and i was helpless

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