90% relationship yhi end ho jate hai ki family nhi manegi

Love

Yha logo k roj riste badlte hai 

Addiction

               Meri zindagi……                                    I try to express My depression in words. Makes me Keep fighting

Bachpan se suna tha zindagi ek safar hai. 
Par mera yeh safar tho har din anokha hai. 
Kabhi din nikalta hai hasi ki Khilkariyon sa
Kabhi in aankhon main chupaye un anginat aansuon sa. 
Kabhi lagta hai ke main tukdo main bikhar gaya. 
Kabhi lagta hai ke meri rooh ko sukoon mil gaya. 
Kabhi main us chaand se akela lakhon taaron ke beech main 
Kabhi jugnoo sa raat ke andhere main akela timatimata sa. 
Kabhi ek mukhota pehne ek bheed ka hissa bhi main. 
Aur kabhi kisi purani kitab sa bhoola pada ek kone mai main. 

Depression

I feel so alone , everything hurts kuch sahi nhi chalra yaar

Lonely

BC aisa lagg rha poore bangalore hum hi akele depressed hain 🤔

Confusion

Yak ist athra ade neen nange 
Ivag nin sariyagi normal agi mathadilla andre sakath bejar irritate agutte avii...yen helli helu ninge jasti helakku agalla neen nanna Inna ast artha nu madkondilla .....
Yen madodu gotagdde silent age idini ...neen ond saali busy iddi illa yeno nang saryagi reply madilla andru nang sahiskolak agthilla
Yak ist hackonde ninna ansthide 
Gottu ningu ninde aada life dream Ella ide but sudden agi neen Nan kodthidd time kammi adre swalpa bejar agutte yen madli human Alva naanu ...
Adru gotilla nin athra call madudru yen mathadodo gotilla
Naan ninge torcher adna antha ansutte ond ond sala ...este neen nanna bear madudru i can't irritate anyone Alva 🥺🥺
Ninge helbeku ivella adre helak agthilla...nin exams bere barthide 
So yen madli 
Nin athra helak agthilla
Nange alu barutte estond sala 
But i don't wana cry because of anyone alva ..but yak alsthiya nanna Neenu 😏😏


3am Thoughts

Likhawat

Kayii aise raate kaati 
Karwate badal kar..
Hazaro khayal aate gye 
Kayi aise sawalo ka jawab dhundhta raha dil 
Jiske liye bechaini badhti gyi..
Vo neend se tuut jana 
Kyuki khud tuut chuki thi..
Har din khud se ek nayi sikayat karti thi 
Ki kyu khuda ko halat par taras nahi aara
Kyu vo meri awaz nahi sun pa raha
 Mandir ma manga 
Mazjid mai manga 
Har jagah bhagi sirf sukoon k liye 
Par jis dour ma fassti chali ja rahi thi 
Vo dal dal aur samet taa jaraha tha khud k andar..

Kbhi khamiya puchi upar wale se 
To kabhi kamiyo apno se
Khud par sawal khade kiye ki akhir kaha haar rahi hu ma 
Aur fir waqt ne aagah kiya nayee masle se

Jisko aitbar kbhi rab k alawa kisi par na tha
Aaj usko tantro ki vidiya bhi lubhane lagi ha
Jisne nakshatro ka sirf gyan liya 
Halat khuch aise aaye 
Ki aaj khud par unke madrate saaye ki kahani sachai lagne lagi..


Dil bahut dara sa aur sehma sa rehne laga ha
Ki kya naya tufaan aa khada hoga 
Kon si kbhi kii hui bhalaii
Aaj musibat ban aa tuut padegi..

Socha matha teku 
Sayad upar wale ko meri pukar sunai de
Par Vo ek akhiri jalti lau 
Bhi lagta taano ke jhokho se bujh gyi..

Har din sochti hu ki aaj samet lugi khud ko 
Aaj to har haal ma bahut waqt k baad khul kar hasugi
Par ab lagra 
Sayad kbhi sahi waqt roya nahi vo bhi uska badlaa lerahaa..

Ha tuti to is bar jazbato se bhi hu 
Jiska asar dil se zayada bahrose par pada ha
Khuch aisa hua hai
Ki ab aitabr upar wale se bhi uth chuka ha..

Ya khuda mana hai tumko sabse azeez 
Ya khuda mana hai tumko sabse azeez 
Ab tak bahrosa jo tumpar se nahi utha ha 
Kyuki atibar tumpar nahi 
Tumhari banayi khubsurat kala 
Maa baap par kiya ha..
 
Har ummed tut chuki 
Na himmat rahi  ab aur rone ki 
Aur kya hi bikhrugi ma 
Aur kya hi bikhrugi ma 
Jab dilo dimag mai sannate ki hawaye behene lagi …

Poetry

 4din se uska msg nii aaya tha to maine monday ko msg kiya to usne tuesday ko seen krke reply kiya raat me phir maine reply kiya uske msg ka  to usne thursday ko msg seen krke reply kiya hmesha boht late me reply krta h or hr baar ek aaisa msg krdeta h ki mai reply kru mujhe smjh nii aarha kya kr rha ye...mai wait krti rehti hu reply ka or ye mere mind ko khae ja rha😐 mai isko direct boldu kya itne late me reply kyu krta h baat krna hai to bol nhi krna to bhi bolde mai wait nhi krskti itna tere reply ka preshan ho chuki hu mai...ya jaisa chl rha chlne du kuch na bolu or maine socha tha maibhi uska msg ignore kru but maine glti se kl raat wale msg ka reply krdiya abhi😅 

My ex is not leaving me like chhodne ko taiyar hi nahi hai jb dekho message aur call krti hai.....kya karu friends......

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