3rd day of summer school, I am spouse to be happy and all but I am really not.
at this point I just want to go home and lay in my bedroom doing nothing at all, I am so jealous of all the other boys with long blond hair and blue eyes.
I lie to myself and say I do things good and I really don’t, no one likes me I don’t understand why. ive tried looking in every perspective but I still don’t understand why I am not good enough.
I mean sure I may not be like the other boys, but they find it easy to make relationships with others because they know that the other person is willing got have a relationship.
I am so jealous and angry at myself, I hate myself so badly, I am such a bad person and no one can tell me anything else. all the people I love just leave me and want nothing to do with me because I am such a bad person.
I don’t want to die but I want to forget everything and start a new page where I don’t feel anything and that way maybe my whole mindset would change and everything will be better.
Angelina @angelinahupe
Listen to me everyone is perfect it’s just our society who created these bullshit things like if you’re blond and have blue eyes then you will be perfect but it’s not true what more important is to be beautiful from inside and the first step to feel beautiful from inside is to love yourself, know you’re worthy enough just the right people hasn’t entered your life yet don’t hate your self cuz there is nothing in your hands leave it on god the day you will start to love yourself will be the day when other people will love you just see how the world will change we just need to change our mind set here is a advice every morning at least do meditation for 15 mins and see how good you will feel day by day you will feel peace in your surrounding now it’s the time to love yourself everything will be fine believe me! And don’t need other people to like you first like yourself at first love yourself give company to yourself be your own friend cuz you’re the one who understands your all pain and problems and let the jelousy out of you it will only hurt you and nothing and forgive yourself you are not a bad person we are humans and we make mistakes ask forgiveness from god and ask forgiveness from yourself too blessed 🙏🏼
Appreciate it, any advise on how to love yourself?
Angelina @angelinahupe
First understand yourself,go Infront of a mirror and say it out loud “i love myself and I know my worth I deserve everything that I want and I’m greatful for it” tell yourself that you have forgiven yourself after that you can give yourself a treat or maybe a skin care go watch any movie and every single day tell yourself that you love yourself.
It’s so sad that you’re having such a hard time today. Fortunately, even though the pain you’re suffering today feels unique to you, it actually isn’t-
“What has been is what will be,
And what has been done will be done again;
There is nothing new under the sun.” -Ecclesiastes 1:9
This means that if others in similar or even worse conditions found the help they needed to take control of their lives so can you. Question is, what are you willing to give up to become the very best version of yourself?
