3days & everything will slowly back to normal. Especially my feelings for her. 🙂 Kaya kung na mimiss ko sya ngayun okay lang. 😅 Di ako dapat magpa kita ng weakness. 😂

3am Thoughts

Hy alll. 
Yha pr kitny achy achy log h.. Kya aap sb real life m bhi itny achy ho? 

Ya vha pr logo k according apne aap ko set kr rkha h? 

Colleague

Ek shyam mene us haseen chehre ke name ki 
Uski yaado me humne bahut sharab pee 
Us raat ko uske name ki 
U kho gae the uski yaad me na
Na gam raha uski bato me 
Na hosh raha meri aakho me 
Dekh ke uski tasveer ko uhi muskura raha tha me  
Uski aakho me meri jhalak dekh pa raha tha me 
Apni yaado me use soch ke 
Apni baaho me soch pa raha tha 
Uski awaj sun ke uski bato me khota ja raha tha 
Apne dil se hath bhi dhota ja raha tha 
Uski baato me khud ko soch pa raha tha me
Us thandi hawa me bhi khota ja raha tha me 
Bus us tasveer ko dekh ke u hi 
muskurata ja raha tha me 
Muskaurate ja raha tha me 




Love

Papa ki baat aaj bahut hurt Hui 
Unhone kitni facilities di mujjhe fir bhi mai kuchh nhi kar paa rhi I'm the worstest daughter weak in studies but I'm trying I wnna make him proud on me but all I'm getting is failure shyd papa sahi kehte hai unhone merko padha ke glti ki I'm useless mai kuchh v nhi kar paungi .

Career

Jab aap apne lowest phase se guzar rhe hote ho to sare dost aapse peecha kyu chhudana chahte hain....keval family sath deti hai par uska bhi vishwas uthne lagta hai....aap jo ki ek confidence se labrez ek sabke manpasand insaan hote ho achanak bichare ka roop kyu le lete ho.....kyu aapka aatmvishwaas bikul hi gir jata h ki aapka dimag apke control se bahr chla jata hai...aap jo chahte wo kyu nhi kar pate ho....apki qismat khi se bhi apka sath dena ikdam se kyu chhod deti h jo ki kuch waqt phle itni achi thi ki apse khush koi insaan hi nhi tha.....kya fir kabhi mera wo aatmvishwaas lout payega....kya fir kabhi mai bhrose krne layak ban paunga.....
#mylackofconfidence

Depression

Main samaj kyu nahi raha unko nahi farak padhta merese wo khush hai apni life mai apne partner ke sath. Kyu abhi bhi dil chah raha hai ek baar baat ho jaye, ek baar firse koshish karle ki sab pehle jesa ho jaye. Lekin nahi yaar nahi farak padhta unko, pata nahi aisa kya paap kar diya jo saza aisi hai. I hate this fvkin' distance, I miss her in my life lekin nahi bata sakta na jaake. You ask why? Kyuki nahi farak padhta, and I don't want to bother her

Kya kisi ne kabhi ye feel Kiya hai ki jb relationship khtm hua tb samne vale ki galti hai bt waqt ke sath ye lgne laga ho ki anjane me hui galtiyan jinhe hum kbhi Krna bhi ji chahte the un galtiyon ki saza ki vajah se us insan ko kho diye


Lonely

Kuch logon lo aisa kyun lagta hai yaar ki puri duniya unhi k hisaab se chalti hai.
Unko lagta hai bas unke problems hi genuine hain, baaki sab k problems mazak.
Hamesha dusron se expect karte hain ki wo unke liye available rahe. Arey jiske liye tum available nahi rehte eo tumhare liye kyun rahega.
Jab tumhare pass baat karne ko time nahi rehta par tumhare dost ko tumhari jarurat hoti hai tab toh ignore kar dete ho, toh jab tumhe jarurat padne pe wo hi dost available nahi rehta toh ussey behes kyun karne lagte ho.
Hadd hoti hai yaar, koi itna bura aur selfish kaise ho sakta hai.
Nahi lagti hogi tumko dusron ki problems badi apne problems k saamne, par jiski problem hai usko toh badi lag rahi hai na, help nahi kar sakte toh usko akela hi rehne do jaise hamesha akela rehne dete ho, taane maarne ki kya jarurat hai.
Har cheez mein dusron ko gyaan nahi diya jata, kuch gyaan khud ko bhi do aur khud pe implement karo, tabhi koi tumhare dukh mein tumhare saath rahega.
Hadd hai yaar, pata nahi roz roz mood kharab kar dene mein kya maza aajata hai.
Totally shameless behavior. 

Friends

I never thought of kii kbhi tum aaise chize bol dogi, you were my strength muje lgta tha kii kuch bhii ho exam clear kr ke ek duniya bnani hai alag. But ab to wo strength hii meri sbse bdi weakness hai jo words sune hai maine tumare muh se wo echo krtey hai kaafi baar. Koe wo word bol de to muje ajin feel hone lgta hai. But i am trying my best kii jaise bhii hai apne carrier ko better kru , kuch ban paau. Bht kich kehna hai but koe fayada nhii hai ab. Sab kthm hii hai ab yaha to. Mai hii pgl hi abhi bhii pages likh raha hu.

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts