30 year old, unemployed, mentally unstable schizophrenia, not good looking ugly, no talent, no friends, never had a relationship, has gynophobia and not confident with women, no women will ever be interested in me. Fed up with life, life isn't meant for low life losers like me, i have low IQ and am not good at socializing, just a boring weirdo and a nuisance. Am a dissapontment to my parents and no one will ever remember me, the world will be a much better place once am dead and i know many people will be happy.

Yo girl with wings, take this person to the sky.

Am not busy with anyone. Am depressed and you all making joke about me, thank you so much 

Bipolar Disorder

The first rule of ocd club is that there has to be a second rule so we have an even number of rules 😂...
Is anyone with me in this ??😁

Pain, regrets, or something? I don't even know, I can't identify what it is. I am not even sure about what am I feeling right now. All I know is that I am locked in a place where I found presence of great comfort, sadness, and at the same time emptiness. 

Stress

you cant go back change the beginning , but you can start where you are and change the ending

Other

I’m being sensitive again.. I feel like everyone don’t understand how I feel, whenever im laughing i don’t know if im really happy. 

I don't know what is wrong with me. I just don't feel like living my life anymore. In my life I loved only  2 boys with my whole heart and what they did is they just played with my feelings and left me like nothing happened. I don't know why does something like this always happen with me. I have no one to talk to about my feelings so I sometimes just feel like end my life and then there will be no depression, anxiety. I care about everyone's feelings, but no one cares about mine. Can someone please motivate me to live 

**ever depressed n angry**
I dnt knw how I ended up here but I feel like d most misunderstood person on d face of earth n I really want to be heard but there is no one by my side.
Its been 4+ years of marriage n 1.5 yrs of being a mom.. but I have never felt so alone..that I wil end up having a monologue on a site I juz came to know bout.

Good bye everyone! I'll finally end myself soon!

3am Thoughts

I've been feeling lost. I miss my family and can't fly home to see them. I live with my husband abroad and we started off very much in love. Mostly I think I am in love but I am struggling in my life to overcome something. I am struggling with people not understanding my intentions. I sometimes get upset or stressed- I need to keep calm. Whenever I approach him calmly he is always allowed to be angry. So how come, girls get 1 treatment and boys get 1 treatment. How come he is allowed to get angry and frustrated but I have to walk around eggshells to maintain his mood?

I am struggling with this. I always have felt misunderstood in life. No matter what I say, most people don't get me. I'm a sensitive person and I hate being in an anxious/aggressive situation so if someone takes that out then I do the same to protect myself. I am noticing I have so many things on my mind I want to fix but I'm never quite being supported or heard.

I'm going through a phase where I am learning that people will never understand or quite get you. I can either accept that or constantly shake their shoulders and force them to understand (never works).

I am going through a painful process of accepting this. Maybe people will never understand me, my perspective or my intentions. Maybe they will not see me and I have to accept it.

I just wish I wasn't so lonely throughout this.

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