3 days ago i went to my aunt's house bcz my mom is in hospital with my aunt. Aunt's daughter and i are not that friendly, but we share some funny stories and laugh a lot. There is one boy. He's aunt's husband's little brother. Aunt's daughter and he has 1 year age difference. It's been like 12 year since he's been living with them. But uk what. I saw them having s 3 x. I still can't believe what i saw. What should i do. Should i act like i never saw that. Or should i tell someone. They are 16 and 17. And I'm 19. I feels like i have to tell my mom or aunt about itm what should I do. 

Okay. But it's in my head for the whole day. 🫠

Yes. That's what I'm worrying abt. No she doesn't know 

Shall we connect and discuss the possibilities?

Its complicated she may face consequences like pregnancy or something. Try to handle the situation with care. Does she know that you saw

3am Thoughts

A consecrated space experientially reminds you that there is much more to life than we think .

Life

lets share life lessons anyone 

Hey friends 

Friends

Something is going on in my life. One option is to take matters into my own hands and just do it. The second is to leave things as they are and let the destiny play it’s role. 
If it’s meant to be it would happen. 
I am torn apart about this.
Don’t know what to do.!!

Conflict

Anyone preparing fr jee...✋

Books

How do i stop myself from feeling. Why do i feel so much. So many emotions of people and animals in pain. It hurts me and shakes me to the core. I want to keep all of them safe and free from pain. But I can't. I hate it. I hope i could take away their pain and fear. I m feeling so helpless

In all my 17 years, I have just recently found this site, and I need to get all of my feelings out somewhere, as I'm sure you all are thinking as well or you probably wouldn't be here. I do have depression, but I don't have the type of background that this would be expected of. I've never endured traumatic scenarios, I haven't lost close loved ones, and I have a good support system. There is no reason for me to be like this, but that doesn't stop me from the feeling of persistent numbness that occurs at random times. I can be doing something as simple as making a meal or walking down a hallway in school and it will hit me like a ton of bricks. It usually lasts a while as well - the feeling of nothing. It's hard to understand what that is like unless you experience it yourself, so I thought this would be a good platform to discuss it. I've been unhappy with who I am. There is an ideal version of me out there that I just keep trying to strive for and it's seemingly more distant the more I try to get there. I have wanted to die. I think to myself "what is the point of living if this is what it feels like?". I've gone as far as attempting it. I have wanted so badly to just give it all up.
However, there is a feeling that keeps showing up right when I need it to. It is indescribable, there is no word for it that seems to fit, but I will try my best to explain. It's like when you're in a car, by yourself or with your favorite people, in the middle of the night driving through a city that is busy and chaotic during the day, but tranquil and abandoned at night. You are listening to music that actually makes you feel something, and you are able to forget about all that worries you and you can live simply in that moment. It seems to provoke a feeling of longing for all that was and all that has yet to be, but in a good way. You stop caring about all that has wronged you in the past, and you live for all the good that has been right infront of you the entire time. 
And if for nothing else, staying alive for this feeling alone is worth it, I can promise you that. 
If any of you even understand what I am talking about please respond and tell me about what provokes this feeling within you!
 

Mental Health

I just need to say that I’m sorry, there’s so many things in my life that I need to apologize for. I feel annoying whenever I apologize like this, but I needed to say it, I’m so so sorry. Even if we’ve never met, I’m just sorry I ever existed. 

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