26/10/22

Chasing butterflies as kids...to running away from getting butterflies we grew up a lot.

P. S. Just thought of posting something... So that's it .. A cell of my mind.. Cause piece would be big enough for this sentence. 😬😂 


Prachi Sharma

Karthi

sus_h_ant

beingmyself

Mystery88 

anon_fo_sure

Addy

Sure... Later someday 
Take this for now 🍬
Bye 😁

But i still do chase after those butterflies. 🙃

Nostalgia

I'm a practical guy I talk on point all the time  so When I get angry  at I talk a lot of shit and never see faces if it's someone younger or older than me and end up hurting them and it also hurts me a lot inside and I feel like I should makeup a commitment of becoming silent forever , because it's very very hard to digest 

Anger Issues

I have a masturbating problem,  I do it at home, school, work, restaurants, etc. I enjoy it but I wish I could have the urge to masturbate only at home, not in public places.


Sexual Health

The dentist found a lump when I went to get a tooth removed and send me for some tests. I'm worried it might be cancer or something.

Also I still have to keep waiting to get my tooth removed because I have no money for all tests and have to do it on public hospitals. The pain is unbearable

Physical Health

Loosing self confidence 
Not able to study scoring less marks 
😪

Competition

I have been at home for like 1 yr now .. i soo wanna meet my friends..i havent seen them for a year now ..and this yr was my final year in college and i was so excited about it..but it sucked..i am tired of my parents(i love them very much but 1 yr sticking with them 24x7    well...). So for one last time we friends decided to visit puri(india) and have a small trip but the cases started rising again and its becoming worse...I am so anxious as i dont know what to do..tickets are booked and i soo wanna meet them ..i know if i dont i will regret it..but also i dont wnna take the risk of corona...what should i do???

Anxiety

I feel like my whole body is going to collapse soon. 😭

Exhausted

(hope u read, i rly need someone rn :(( ty)

Ever since I was a child, i was always surrounded with someone who’s abusive, and the 1st one was my uncle because we used to live with them in China, we would always force me to study and hit me with a belt, hands or anything when I got it wrong. Then we decided to go back to our home country. It was all good not until my grandfather became sick. I treated my grandmother and grandpa as parents which made me even think that my mom was my sister. Okay, so then when my grandpa got sick, my grandma suggested that my mom and dad would stay at home. I really thought everything was cool not until I came home from school one day seeing my mom with a bruise on her eyes. She told me that she hit a table when she stood up, but I’m not that stupid to not know that it was my dad who hit her. Everyday was like that, he even blackmailed to hurt my little sister when we’d shout for help. Then my grandpa died, but i wasn’t in his last day or his funeral because I needed to attend a contest I joined. Then, pandemic came. I needed to study at home but my grandma insisted that I should stay with my aunties. It was al okay at first not until i never got the chance to rest because I needed to clean right after my assignments. I was physically and mentally tired that time so one day, i gave up everything, my studies, my life, everything. I didn’t eat, i wanted to be alone, i was sleeping all the time, i started blaming myself for my grandfathers death, i didn’t eat, my grades started going down and i’d usually hurt myself. I was also longing for someone’s love. Then my grandma noticed everything so she decided that I go back home. I felt enlightened again. Not until I always witnessed how my dad physically and mentally abuse my mom, he would drag, slap, punch her. even my 3 sisters. I started feeling unloved again, but this time i always eat when I feel down. I started entering relationships so i could feel how it was being loved. but here I am now, suffering from the man I love sooo much. He wasn’t the first man to hurt my feelings tho, it was my dad. I always wished i had a perfect life but seems like it won’t happen. so since then, I promised myself that I would never let this happen to my future kids. :((

Child Abuse

I think my biggest insecurity is regarding gender conformity. I don’t fit into the ideal Indian girl standards at all. This isn’t a ‘I’m tomboyish and society doesn’t accept me for it’ situation, even though that’s what I thought it was a few years ago. The thing that bothers me is that even though I would like to be feminine, my genetics seem to have taken that possibility away from me. I look like my dad, and in that way, I look quite masculine. The short hair, hairy legs and broad hands and feet - they don’t make it any better. I know I don’t have to fit into the cookie cutter standards, but that knowledge doesn’t me from feeling a pang in my heart every time I see a really feminine woman. 

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