24 years old, and never went on a single date. FML

Please tell me there's hope for folks like me

even if I can't really hold a conversation with the opposite gender?

I'm sure there are a lot of people like us out there...especially engg folks lol

haha - don't mind my generalisation. is it true that medical has a lot of girls?

ah I see. good luck man , hope we both find someone in 2022

Dude I am 26 same situation can you imagine 

Relationships

You know what floats my boat? A glass of water , not to cold not too hot just rightly balanced hitting that sweet sweet spot. 

Happy

Hey I'm feeling good
After release my toxicity thinking.
God gift such bad situation but all things which is done by unconditionally but okay.
We can't control something might be leave that things with time.
A good journey always with you ♥️.

Adulting

Its been months I have this feeling of unattachment with every person I have in my life right now, Idk why but I do love alot of people in my life some really close friends and my family but lately I am just feeling null like I have lost the feeling of love or something like I have lost the way to feel for people around me its not that I hate anyone but I just dont have feelings like I used to have I went through a really bad breakup but it was months ago is that effecting me does it have any relation with my state idk its like I want to feel a certain way I used too but am not and the worst part is I am forgetting so much from my past and present not a memory loss or something but like I zone out don't remember saying or doing stuff I said or did.

Mental Health

My mom thinks I take chemicals meanwhile I'm here chocking on pills cuz I can't even swallow them

https://open.spotify.com/track/0V5cvmTKsYmF5FmGGEAfmS?si=IIoSAFwkTDqBuoOCdQ68wA&utm_source=copy-link

Je te laisserai des mots 🍂🎶


Music

I fought with ma friend ..well basically only friend..I feel I push away the only ppl that actually care for me...I don't want ti hurt her anymore so it's better I stay away but I also don't wanna lose her...I hav to give her an answer tom..pls someone help
..

Conflict

everything sucks

3am Thoughts

I am so tired. He confessed to me and agreed to date xem but as soon as time passed he never tried to open up to me or understand me. He always try to seek comfort from someone else. I tried so many time to talk xem and ask to be honest with me but he never did. My grandma passed away, i was having a hard time and he broke up with me with an excuse "we are becoming toxic, let's breakup and save ourselves" . He left when i needed xem the most. And now i see xem flirting, being lovey dovey and asking for cuddles to someone else when they said me they will never go in relation after me and claimed to love me but now i feel disgusted how he used for xem's pleasure and left when it's over. I can't control my insecurities when see xem asking for cuddle, being lovey dovey etc... I honestly can't feel myself anymore, i broke my every boundaries, every walls just for xem but he left me for someone else..i am so tired of it

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