 23/09/22

A vehicle overtook mine while I was travelling back to my hometown... 
I saw a face that I loved a lot but wouldn't want to see...
My mind froze and my heart kept beating faster... 
I wanted to see that ugly face once again to make sure it was not him... I wanted to believe that I mistook him for someone...so that i could rest my mind..



Sohel khan 

Aryannn Sharma

Prachi Sharma

Aditya Sahu

Still wondering whether it was him or someone else... 🙃

Guess I will never know... 

a condition when we consistently fool ourselves

Love

I used to have self love but u took that from me and now it’s like I would never be happy or feel loved ever again 

Anxiety

i have an elder brother and my parents seem extremely biased towards him. i know they love me but it also hurts because he's always on their good side whereas I feel like an **incompetent idiot**

Parenting

It hurts when your closet person starts acting different and after sometime you don't even know how to say hii coz they treat you like stranger 😔 

Does mixing instant cook mix and putting it into microwave makes me chef🤔

Dreams

Not my ex leaving me for a rebound then being dumped by his rebound chile.. and he is heartbroken like it’s the end of the world. The universe never ceases to amaze me. 

Relationships

I am lost in my feeling toward everyone around me :( I dunno how to deal with family, work and my wife about all matters.
What should I do to live a happy life without human complexity ?

Frustration

Ask me anything. 

3am Thoughts

I feel lost, sad, angry and defeated.

I just trned 38, and, lost my job due to the pandemic (clients stopped coming, my workers left because we just simply could not get work), and now I feel old and feel that life no longer has any purpose. 

I tear up constantly now, and feel that, because of my loneliness, my lack of a job, and even the lack of my own house now, I no longer have anything to give to anyone; I am single, and I have been sort of a shut-in for a good part of my life, and I feel I have no friends, I feel my family sees me as a failure (my oldest brother works as an IT specialist in NY, and my older brother is a chief Surgeon).

I feel have nothing of value, no one to love, no friends to laugh with, no family to find solace with, and I just want things to end.

I feel it's too late for me, too late to travel, to meet new people, to love...

I want the pain to end. 

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