#2021Now&MeNewYearChallenge 🎊 DAY 4️⃣ 

Channelling our inner Elsa today and letting some things go ❄️ What’s something you’re letting go and leaving behind in 2021? 💭

Never say that, I always said that and now it's worse

Nothing, I'd carry everything positive and negatives as lessons

I wish I could've been more open to things, let myself be happy for a while, and maybe just take it sleezy. I would love to let go the heavy baggage I carry of my low self esteem, negative thought and self doubts 

Compassion

Felling happy and satisfied 

Happy

Feeling lonely. I don't know what happened my girlfriend is not talking good with me 


Crush

Is anyone here just turn 23? Me and my boyfriend are 23 and we are having a little bit too much for our plates (individually) and also our relationship just changed. Like, it's screwed, we're just become tired. We need to make more money, we don't have enough time for each other, and it's too much time taken for mobilization from town to town. How do you cope with this 23 thing?

3am Thoughts

Why is it that I fall asleep thinking of someone I love and then the next morning I wake up thinking of another person? ￼

Confusion

Hey ,
So umm , i cheated on my girlfriend (ik i am CHEAP)), i dint really love her , i was kind of sexually attracted to her , we started dating , we dint have sex and all but we kissed a lot , like a lottttttttttttttt , she just wanted to hug me but i wanted to kiss her . i knew she really really loved me , i just acted as if i loved her ... then after a few months i started feeling guilty about it i couldn't kiss her anymore , i was kind of ignoring her now , she cried and all , i din't want her to suffer more so i just broke up with her (i dont know if that is called cheating ) , i just keep feeling guilty about it .
(this is what happen while we were dating)
 1) she felt i was cheating on her with another girl(lets call her ABC) , i was pretty close to ABC we used to come in the same bus and we used to sit together , few ppl in the bus felt that i was cheating on my girlfriend with ABC ,so they went to my girlfriend and told her we were touchy and all in the bus , they i had a small argument with my girlfriend , i dint want her to feel bad so i just stopped talking to her,(i know that was wrong) , after a month or two i felt what i am doing is not right , i mean i can't stop talking to someone just like that and ABC trusted me more than anyone else and i just stopped talking to her i felt really really bad , so i started talking to her again , she ignored me and scolded me in the starting but after a few weeks everything was normal , and the my girlfriend got to know that i am talking to her again , we had many fights regarding that .
2) i have a best friend (lets call her XYZ)
i am super close to XYZ , my girlfriend dint have any problem about her , but XYZ din't like my girlfriend , she felt XYZ isn't correct for me (she dint know that i was just using my girlfriend)
so XYZ tried to separate us but she couldn't , she used to argue a lot with my girlfriend (XYZ din't really have and personal thing , she just wanted me to be happy , she felt that my girlfriend was a bad influence on me) .
3) i dint give her a lot of importance like most of the times i was with my friends and avoided her as much as possible in the campus , our college management dint like boys and girls being together and they are completely against relationships , so i could spend time with her in college , she was brave she tried to talk to me i just ignored her cause i was fucking scared of being expelled . 

i know ppl are not really going to like me after reading this and that is completely okay 

**i just wanted to confess** 


Depression

Does anyone feel that you lack people in life? You feel alone...and and you are not able to share exactly what you are going through in life....you feel something is missing in your life...I don't know if it makes sense...

Hey!
How you guys are going to spend your weekend?

i proposed my crush. (I'm a girl) so like instead of him answering to me he just stopped chatting and the next day he told his friend that he didn't like me and all. idk I'm just feeling sad. but did i do the right thing?! 

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