2 years agot was at such a low point in my life. my ex broke my heart and i didn't know what was next for me instead of wallowing in pity and being miserable, i decided to reinvent myself and it was the best decision i ever made

i became a high value woman, mastered seduction and learned the secrets to get anything that i desire life has never been sweeter and i'm so grateful the way that everything worked out

Divya

Personal Growth

No risk 

3am Thoughts

I feel guilty for telling a lie to the guy that was so into me for 5 months and dated 2 times. 
The lie was I had a bf and he died in accident. 
In fact, I have never been in a relationship. He friendzone me after I made a big fuss about him talking to the girl and that girl is happened to be my closed friend. His claim was the girl followed him first but he was the first one to chat with that closed friend of mine. After that incident happened, he stopped talking to me. He showed his girlfriend in public and sone of my common friend asked about his relationship status. He replied we have been dating for 3-4 months. Was he two timing or my trust issue drove him to get closer to his current dating girl? 

Breakup

It’s like there’s this darkness inside me, which im just living with, trying to ignore it and trying to convince myself that it’s not there, even when it’s growing day by day. It’s making me feel so, so, so fuckin’ mad, coz i just want to throw it away and just be away from it, but im not able to.

Anxiety

You are a different person to different people. Annoying to one. Talented to another. Quiet to a few. Flawless to your lover. Stranger to some. Insecure to others. The best to your friend. The worst of your enemy. Someone to one. The one to another. Smart to a few. Daring to others. Difficult to a lot. Unknown to the rest. Who you are is too vast to be classified by the state of your attitude, or categorized by the opinions of others. How others see you isn't as important as how you see yourself! So love & accept the person you are and embrace yourself first before expecting others to do so.

Someone just asked me if I'd like a nood. I am single but she's committed, I have said no in a awkward manner explaining her why it is wrong. Idk how I feel about it😬

I can’t do this anymore I’m so tired of everything. I’m done I just can’t do this anymore I’m so exhausted. I have a plan to kill myself. I seriously can’t do it anymore I’m done I hate everything about myself I don’t understand what I did to deserve this. I know it’s for the best and it’s time for me to leave. I know it’s gonna hurt people but I can’t do this anymore I’m so tired and exhausted I’m trying to get help and I’m trying my best to get better and it’s not working. I take so many meds for all my mental illness and it’s so hard to do everyday. I’ve been dealing with this for so long and it’s been to long. I relapsed last night and it felt really good and I know it shouldn’t have but it did. I’m at the point where I need help again and I can’t take it anymore. I’m seriously struggling so much. I know it’s not worth it but I can’t keep fighting anymore. I can’t get myself to eat because of my eating disorder and it sucks. I hate it so much I wish it wasn’t apart of me. I feel like I’m just being pushed down more and more everyday.

Depression

He keeps saying he'd never cheat on me but my intuition keeps telling me that he is with this one girl he simply calls friend....and he's started being petty....I think he's trying to push me away by being unavailable emotionally....oh well

Confusion

Good morning everyone.So since last many days i have been meaning to cut threads with someone toxic but didn't have strength to stand for myself,but yesterday i finally did it.I feel light but i am very anxious about how that person will reacts since i was already threatened by that person before.I hope everything stays calm.

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