2 years ago I would've never been able to say that I am grateful for the way I am. definitely not my best self yet but I know I will get there soon enough. I might be afraid of attachments but that doesn't stop me from getting close to people purely to help them grow as a person. I might be afraid of showing that I care but that doesn't stop me from helping others realize that they are capable of love. I might be afraid of taking risks or fixing myself but I've realized thats what makes me, me. I am so glad that I have the ability to realize my own potential, to not let petty things bring me down, to keep my emotions in control and to be able to have to motivation to constantly grow. at the end of the day the only person who can help me is me and I'm grateful for that, I'm glad that I've finally understood the amount of power I have over things.

What an inspirational message! Even though one might be figuring their own things out, there's so much strength and beauty in being there for someone else. Such grace. 

Happy

So today one of my friends wanted to act cool in front of my class and she was joking with them but suddenly she told everyone that I like to play with my cunt like playing dollhouse and obviously everyone looked at me saying that I'm disgusting, I wasn't even paying attention to them and suddenly she said that and everyone also made fun of me bcs she said that, I never really share about what I do with my body since I like keeping my privacy but this is too much for me like I never said anything on her so what's her problem with me?? I can take a joke but I can't take disrespect and mostly about my private life, even if I don't feel ashamed of that bcs having a sexual life is normal, doing those things is normal and everyone keep it private so what's the matter here? She don't know anything about her body and I replied to her questions but I never shared anything sexual about what I do with my body, at this point I'm wondering if she's even my friend, she could've talked abt her instead of me?? I can't understand why me?? and she clearly know that those girls already ruined my reputation.

Bullying

After a While You Stop Feeling Everything. I dont Know If It Happens to anyone Or not. Emotions Feelings Becomes Nothing.. You Dont feel Happiness Sadness Anything.. Either You Just want to cry Out Or You Just Want to stay away from Everyone. I guess this Is what Breakdown is Called.. 💔

Depression

I've been started likeing BD*M po*n very much....is it a bad thing?

Coming Out

I don't know how to act matured . I know nothing. But still at times in some situations I help people I support them but then I am again being an stupid childish person. Things are always shocking in my life. Nothing goes in a normal flow. At times I only feel that I am a super bad person who does all these things to seek attention but then I just feel I only want to talk to someone. A permanent person who will be there. I won't be scared of loosing him/her at all. But then again I am too scared of letting someone get a closer look at myself. I act normal on some days but then some days are super suffocating. I don't know what to do. I really don't understand it. You know Abbi I will share one situation with you all... Like we have campus placement and I sat in th interview for the very first time I was too excited and scared for everything I did a hell lots of preparation for getting ready to look good to be presentable. Then my interview was also good. Everyone praised me. My profesor also said I was being selected and she gave me like 10s of compliments I started dreaming then. Afterwards she said they will give the mail for selected candidates in a while as HR is being on leave. But then the mail arrived people got selected and my name wasn't in the list. Reason company doesn't need me right now. Why did people confused me and let me see dreams and then snatched it all ? Why me ???

Hey everyone, 

Is it okay to ask if someone's interested in getting into a relationship or maybe idk... Struggling with single life. Thinking if someone would listen and understand me. I'm sorry if it's not a good way to ask.

Love

I just wanna talk about the difference between my mom and dad

Right now, I'm on my final week having assignments and exam coming through. I said to them seperately on how i am feeling soooo lazy to keep up with the assignment. Here are their reaction.

My Mom: Do you want a table to do the assignment? How about going to a library?

My Dad: Just do it. That is life.

😂😂 yeah those 2 answers are very different.

Parenting

Confused and restless.. 
I was getting over him. We used to chat on some days but I had stopped thinking about him. I wasn't day dreaming about him and me. I was feeling better, even happy. 
But then on thursday he told me that he wanted to meet and spend time together. He started making plans like where when and how we should meet... I didn't know why but I was agreeing with him.. 
After that he hasn't texted me Or contacted me. Why am I so restless? I was ok and now feels like I am going back to the place where I was in pain... Help please... 

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