Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

1 year of being absolutely alone.
No friend, no family, no one but me in this room….this house.
And because of covid19, I can’t even go out to see new people…can’t find a new friend. And even if I try to use APP, I will just find people who just want to hook up….
I’m not a talker, I mostly like to listen to everyone around me.
I just want to sit with someone in silence and know that they will be here for me, just need some hug, a little say “Hi” for a day.
Just someone who says I understand you, I don’t judge you, I’ll be here with you.
But….there is no one……
I am absolutely alone.
(All I can do is watch Netflix, use the sound of people on Youtube to befriend with me…. I start to dream about talking to friends and people when I sleep, just to wake up and know I’m still alone here all alone……How sad is this, hahahah….)