1 year and I will be a doctor …mbbs graduate maybe…I have been having anxiety and sleep problems…maybe it is with me that I am overthinking everything …I don’t want to MD in india because of 64.5% reservation system …I want to go away from here …most probably to London…a place where I will be mentally more productive is what I think…a place where I would not have to prove ny worth again and again and again… I’ve told my parents and they are not Fully upto this …I hope I convince them till the end of my internship …and then I move to a place where I can grow , live and progress…and problem is that I have been really overthinking about this …what if my parents don’t agree till the end …what if I stay all my life here surrounded by many many toxic people …what if I don’t get to fulfill my dreams …what if I don’t get to do things I want …will I ever be able to cope up if I don’t get to leave this place …and for now I am trying but not able to study effectively …anxiety and sleep problems basically
No matter how hard I try …there remains something or the other that is incomplete and I find it difficult to cope up and upon that a whole different level pressure of neetpg prep which I basically Don’t even want to do …a life with social and mental peace is what I want right now more then anything else
Firstly congratulations on being in position people dream of. Been trying to clear NEET UG for third time, this year but sour luck ( bad preparation should be the word, but okay). Warm hug and lots of love and respect to what you do for us. Huge teddy hugs.🫂 You have been here after working hard and you will do it. I trust you 🤍🍁🤞
You will be there soon for sure …I trust you as well …you will do everything good in your life no matter what… blessings coming all the way ✨✨✨✨ thank you 😊
Don’t worry about uncle and aunty too. Aaj ni toh Kal maan jayenge, pr unko khush krne k chakkar mei, don’t disappoint yourself. 🍁
Yass 🤗
