1. In 10th standard I was choosing science as career but i didn't bcz my parents was decision maker soo i took commerce and tbh i was doing sooo good in that..
Now still my parents are decision maker soo they decided to choose CA as a course but tbh mujhse nhi ho rha h and mene bht galat career choose kr lia h 
Usseee badi problem mein sach mein nhi jaanta ki kya krna h aage bas mein yahi sochta rehta hun and issi wajah se mene suicide karne ka bhi try kra h 

Dude u know i passed foundation in one go but in inter I am stuck from past 3 yrs and failed in 3 attempts continuously and baat yeh h kitna bhi or kitni baar bhi padu lekin aab kuch retain ho hi nhi rha

See.. if you are not able to get something and failing continuously.. that clearly indicates that you should leave that bcoz it's not made for you. And the most important thing is that you don't love what you you are doing. But u know what is making you to give the exam again and again? It's your past hardwork. Since you have cleared foundation and also did good results in school, your mind is now saying again and again that you have to do this only as u already did good in the past. But u also have to understand that if u r facing problems right now and don't love doing this, then u should find something new. There is no age limit to start. Examples are many. So my suggestion would be that leave this and give time to yourself for thinking, ask sensible questions to yourself that what you really wanna do? Otherwise after few years, suppose even if u succeed in this field but u won't enjoy then u would again regret ki baad me bhi mujhe samajh aa gaya tha but fir bhi change kyu nhi kia

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Frustration

I need a suggestion.

I have confirmed my admission at a university abroad and have given the seat booking amount as well.
Things were going well and I was about to apply for an education loan but due to some reason I am not able to.
In order to fund my education my father is taking my grandfather's money. My grandfather has already invested a lot in my father but nothing worked out for him.
Now my grandparents just for me their granddaughter agreed to my father to fund my expenditures which is around 22 lacs.

I recently got to know this and I am in a dilemma. I have heard my grandparents talking that it will be tough for them but they will try their best. I can't see them in pain.
I can't just enjoy myself out there abroad and worry about the situation here as my father has anger issues and incase things don't go planned or I require more amount my grandparents will not be able to provide the money.
Currently my grandparents are assuring me that everything will work well.
My father doesn't earn that well. And I doubt if things will go well or not.    

I have also got an admit for a college in India.
What should I do? Should I take my grandparents money and return them later? It's their earning.
Or. Should I drop the plan and choose the college in India which is cheaper? 

Stress

So, there's few holidays and my parents want to visit my hometown which is like 6 hours car ride from here. We'll go tomorrow and come back on 17th. I have my neet exams on 17thof july. I have so less time for my exam but they want to go back home. On 15th they will definitely go around visiting people's home and they will take me too. I have DPPs to solve, things to study and things to revise, mocktests to attempt but I don't think I can actually do any of them. 
I am a dropper and definitely my relatives will be saying things to me. I don't know what to do! 
I just don't wanna go. I want to stay here and study. May be, go out for a day. But travelling six hours tomorrow and then on Sunday and going around people's home on the two days is too much for me. Why don't they understand and stay back?! 

Confusion

1 year and I will be a doctor ..mbbs graduate maybe..I have been having anxiety and sleep problems...maybe it is with me that I am overthinking everything ...I don't want to MD in india because of 64.5% reservation system ..I want to go away from here ..most probably to London..a place where I will be mentally more productive is what I think..a place where I would not have to prove ny worth again and again and again.. I've told my parents and they are not Fully upto this ...I hope I convince them till the end of my internship ...and then I move to a place where I can grow , live and progress..and problem is that I have been really overthinking about this ..what if my parents don't agree till the end ..what if I stay all my life here surrounded by many many toxic people ..what if I don't get to fulfill my dreams ..what if I don't get to do things I want ...will I ever be able to cope up if I don't get to leave this place ..and for now I am trying but not able to study effectively ...anxiety and sleep problems basically

Anxiety

Hey....
I come from a family where everyone is outstanding in academics...They have their own hobbies too... I am a college student and tomorrow my result is going to be declared tomorrow and I really did my best...But I didn't get the marks I expected...My parents have high hopes as they are spending way too much on me...I did my best, I don't know where I went wrong...I don't know how to tell my result to my parents, and my siblings are way too academically intelligent...I don't know how to tell them, my parents are gonna be once again disappointed by me...I did study well, I don't deserve those marks...but the uni is so crazy they do that to everyone...And I am totally freaked out right now, don't know what to do....

College

I gave the neet last year but couldn't get a seat in any college. I repeated one year and this time also I don't think I will get. The c/ut offs are too high. I want to repeat another year and give everything I can. I know that I haven't gave 100% in the last two attempts. My mother don't want me to repeat since she is sceptical about my selection. She is quite a/ngry and not even talking to me. And my dad is okay with it. I was dependent on You/Tube channels last two years and there wasn't any proper disciplined since classes were recorded and I procrastinated and since there's no teacher to look after me, I didn't solve much questions too. Plus, teachers were also not disciplined, they don't upload the lectures as per schedule sometimes. So, my dad want me to join an offline coaching. 
Fees are too high. It's one l/akh r/upees. (Not like we have any fi nancial constraints but that's a huge amount and I feel about them spending this much on me since I'm doubting my abilities now the moment my mom continuously asking what if I don't do well next year too) I'm scared now. There are so many questions in my mind like what if I waste my parents money and don't get a seat. I have not been in classroom classes since 2020, as all classes were online due to pandemic. So, I fear that I might not be able to cope up in a classroom with so many students around me. What if I don't cope up with the heavy schedule since classes will be from 2:30 pm to 8:45 pm with three 15 minutes break in between. I'm really scared to be a los/er again and most importantly waste my parents money. 
I do believe that I can do it but still there's some fear. I haven't taken admission yet. And it was always my dream to be a doctor so I don't want to give up on my dream. I want to f/ight back with 100% of me and get the top most college in my country.

What do you think I should do? I didn't gave any other exam too and I didn't apply anywhere too, so there's no chance of getting into any other course except few courses like dental or veterinary science which I don't want to pursue. And mbbs abroad or in private is not an option for me. 

Ignore the poll please, if there is any. I mistakenly clicked on it and now it is not removing. 

why do people like Psychology? 
Give your best reasons 

I somewhere promised my parents that I'd do well in studies this year, but idk how I didn't focus on study it's not like I don't want to, I messed up my boards and tomorrow is an entrance exam, and I have no preparation, they are expecting alot from me, they would never trust me again, I tried to tell them that I want to drop one year for the exam but they screamed on me and said no. Idk I destroyed my carrier and broke my parents trust too. 

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