You're not just my want but also my need.
You're like my personal drug; for you I plead🐼

3am Thoughts

What's the move you are too scared to make?

Life

I have no one to talk to 😭

Adulting

I have been ignoring this guy cz of my own personal issues and he's been really trying. I guess he's gonna get tired of me soon😭😭😭
I just don't want him to give up on me soooon🥺🥺🥺

Love

I'm terrified of my mental state. I'm alone here. No one to talk to openly.

I'm numb. I don't feel anything. And I don't even fear myself.

Skin feels like butter for the knife. Rope feels like a garland of comfort. Water feels thirsty for the soul. Heart pounds so hard, it will come out to see what's happening.

Any idea what to do when feeling like this and can't talk to anybody?

Disclaimer: n&m people won't talk. They connect with hundreds of ppl and respond to each, once an hour, two times a day.

Suicidal Ideation

How  can  I  like me ?? Like I have very low self  esteem  I feel  bad but Idk I can't  help it !! How to be confident like how to believe  that you are enough  !! 
How  to  feel  that I am beautiful  too whenever  I  see in mirror  I feel  how ugly  I  am  !! How can I love myself?? Being  an introvert  with low self  esteem  is so difficult  !

In all my 17 years, I have just recently found this site, and I need to get all of my feelings out somewhere, as I'm sure you all are thinking as well or you probably wouldn't be here. I do have depression, but I don't have the type of background that this would be expected of. I've never endured traumatic scenarios, I haven't lost close loved ones, and I have a good support system. There is no reason for me to be like this, but that doesn't stop me from the feeling of persistent numbness that occurs at random times. I can be doing something as simple as making a meal or walking down a hallway in school and it will hit me like a ton of bricks. It usually lasts a while as well - the feeling of nothing. It's hard to understand what that is like unless you experience it yourself, so I thought this would be a good platform to discuss it. I've been unhappy with who I am. There is an ideal version of me out there that I just keep trying to strive for and it's seemingly more distant the more I try to get there. I have wanted to die. I think to myself "what is the point of living if this is what it feels like?". I've gone as far as attempting it. I have wanted so badly to just give it all up.
However, there is a feeling that keeps showing up right when I need it to. It is indescribable, there is no word for it that seems to fit, but I will try my best to explain. It's like when you're in a car, by yourself or with your favorite people, in the middle of the night driving through a city that is busy and chaotic during the day, but tranquil and abandoned at night. You are listening to music that actually makes you feel something, and you are able to forget about all that worries you and you can live simply in that moment. It seems to provoke a feeling of longing for all that was and all that has yet to be, but in a good way. You stop caring about all that has wronged you in the past, and you live for all the good that has been right infront of you the entire time. 
And if for nothing else, staying alive for this feeling alone is worth it, I can promise you that. 
If any of you even understand what I am talking about please respond and tell me about what provokes this feeling within you!
 

Mental Health

I feel good about myself but i cannot find happiness in anything. Is anybody feeling the same? 

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