you never stopped whereas you ran,walked,fell,crawl. :) just be fuckin proud of yourself pal

Friends

I want to run away from all the battles I'm yet to win. 
I want to run away from all the people without whom i can't live.
I want to make my life more miserable just so i can realise how good it is now.



3am Thoughts

everything overwhelms me...I don't understand

Confusion

Just wanna go away from all the people I know

I have been feeling soo stressed and exhausted lately. Am I supposed to deal with family drama or should I take time to deal with my educator who is confused himself or should I try and focus on internship opportunities or should I deal with the anxieties that come with being a 20 year old. Like what do I do. 
I know I should probably try to relax but I feel like I don't know how to do that anymore. I have gone through and am going through enough to know that I probably need a therapist to work through certain issues. But I cant do that cause I stay with my parents and they aren't exactly that kind to understand the importance of mental health.  How do I take things one step at a time when I don't have the peace(physically and emotionally) to do the first thing? 
At the same time, I feel guilty about having what feels trivial when people in places like Afghanistan are going through literal hell right now. 
I am unable to concentrate on anything. My mind is a mishmash of everything and nothing all at once and I can't get myself to feel anything positive.

Mental Wellbeing

*No matter how much you care, you will lose some people some day.*

**Just because paper-boats sink, doesn't mean you should stop making them.** 😉

Explanation in comments😊

Mindfulness

What is the meaning of life? If you know that they made you by mistake, you shouldn't be born in the first place, what you do? How do you start living again? If you have been hurt so much mentally that you don't see any point in anything, how do you find happines or frend that you won't hurt him with all of your burdens, that you want to share but you know it will make them fear or afraid of being your frend. New tip about how to deal with Agoraphobia? (i've read all the bassics and i ignore it for most of my life, just didn't want to bother anyone. still hurts but i remember it was there still when i was little kid but i did hide it and go along with others so it looks like nothing ever happend, eventually i stopped fighting after 20 years, my bad.) And finally how do you look yourself in the mirror and don't want to hit it with your head? Don't worry guys, i'm not planning anything dangerous. My desire for life is gone long ago, it is what it is. 😂🤡

Life

I m highly sensitive girl who easily get emotional (i ll not say on small things coz i think my problms are big any one will get emotional if he/she is in place of mine) how can i deal with it or how can i improve myself?

Your sensitivity is not a sign of weakness. Your sensitivity makes you beautiful. It makes you unique. You see, we live in a world where it's easier to pretend that you don't feel, and if you dare express that you feel, you become an easy target to be picked on and hurt. So, from a young age, you're taught that strength means hiding how you feel, or not expressing your feelings at all. I want you to ask yourself, if you don't feel, how can you truly love? If you don't feel, how can you empathize with the tragedies happening in the world? If you are sensitive to being disrespected, it means that you will not disrespect others because you know how it feels to be disrespected. If you are sensitive to being ignored or lied to, you will not ignore or lie to others because you know how it feels to be ignored and lied to. Promise yourself from today to be at peace with your sensitivity. Instead of trying to hide it, cherish it.

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