"You look sad today "
Bro I'm sad everyday  i just don't have the energy to hide it today:)

3am Thoughts

i swear to god. ok im friends with this girl named natalie and i toldd her i was having suicidal thoughts and she said "lmao same" like what? i texted my friend taylor and most litteraly she is the only reason im breathing rn. im actually in shock.

Depression

I love to wear rings. I think for past 4-5 years, is never happened that i left home without wearing rings.

Happy

I'm tired of people undermining me. They don't believe in me. I keep having fomo when someone doesn't ask me. I hate being left out of the loop. I keep feeling low a lot and I really don't know what to do about it. My best friends keep acting distant at times. I feel that sometimes I'm just alone. Everyone always wants to interfere in my life. All my life there's something or the other that I'm made fun of. I don't know how I can feel better. Even at home things are not always nice. Everyone behaves as if I'm just really dumb. People don't tell me anything and then behave as if I should've known. No one takes my accomplishments into consideration ever.

Lost somewhere🐣

Anyone up?

How can you hurt me and tell me that I'm weak

Emotional Abuse

Ordered  menstrual cup, a day before yesterday. I don't know how it's going to be. Any suggestions? I am scared and excited too(cz that's a life saving product for sure)

Period

 And here's the truth. I've been broken for so long. And I get attached way to fast. I'm lost and l'm scared. I'm scared of everything. The littlest things scare the hell out of me. I'm scared of being happy. Or smiling. Or putting myself out there again. Because every time I do I end up getting hurt. And I have no one.I feel so alone. And thank no one cares. I'm scared to live but 'm scared to die. I hurt every day. Ever when I seem like I don't. I do, I cry to much. And I push people away cause I think that's what I need. I don't know what's good for me. And I don't want to. I don't want to have to be the Boy who's easy or dumb. Or worthless.try soooo hard to be enough and some how I never am.I open up to much. To the point where now I don't ever open up. I lock myself in my room and I hope that someone out there is thinking about me. Even though know no one is. I see all my flaws and think maybe girls see them too. I always go for the girls I know are going to hurt me. And that hurts me to say. I'm always a forgiving person. And I always let people in and open my heart for them to just break it. I am always there when no one is ever there for me. And I never think about myself. Only everyone else. And when I do think about myself I'm selfish. So l'm scared. & I'm am absolutely terrified.




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