You know what really hurts?
Why I can’t accept it.
We didn’t fight.
The last time we were together we were okay.
He loves me and I know it. I’m not stupid.
When I’m with him, I know he loves me.
When I’m with him, I know that he’s happy.
So i don’t understand why not me?
Why not me?🥺

I can totally relate with you. I'll just wish you good health and happiness.

Breakup

i use to remember someone begging me to love them like they love me but i don't even love myself so what did you expect from me? 

Mental Health

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3am Thoughts

Any suggestions for good therapist who specialises in LGBTQ and depression related issues. It will be of great help, thanks. 👍

Depression

I feel so neglected by my boyfriend sometimes. The only time when it is super intimate or affectionate is when he is trying to be sexual. HE will kind of hold my hand and kinda kiss, but he doesn't really give me that love and passion. Furthermore, I notice if I don't start a conversation to reach out to hold his hand or something, we will literally stay in silence and not touch each other. One last thing, I hope this doesn't sound clingy because I honestly don't think this is what it is, but I can't stand it when we are supposed to be spending time together and he just leaves. I will be at his house laying in bed waiting to watch our show and two hours later I will come to find out that he is just talking to his roommate. We go kayaking and I am paddling halfway across a bay I am unfamiliar with and then I look around and he isn't there, I find him and he is sitting in his kayak listening to music telling me it was hard to paddle ( I told him he could have told me he was going to take a break, but he brushed it off). I am at his home for Thanksgiving, I walked into his room so we could chill on the bed together, he got up and was talking to his family at first now he is just watching tv and hasn't said a word really to me in the past 5 hours. Is there something wrong here?

Boyfriend

I need a glow up helpp


Should i contact him? 
13 hours ago i sent him a message and after that i logged out from the social platform and till now he had not contacted me . I thought he will contact me call or text me . Is it that hè doesn’t care about me ?? Or i am overthinking?? What should i do ? Should i initiate again or wait for him to approach me first ? 

Hi, i know that i should be able to figure this out on my own and all of that but i can't. I just feel so horrible, my best friend treats me horrible and she always picks fights with me then plays victim and i always end up apologizing for everything and most of the time its for things i don't even know that i did. I am also home schooled so i don't really have any other friends other than 4 girls but they always end up defending her. I hate this so much it makes me so upset i pretty much cry myself to sleep every night. I can't take it anymore, i cant break off from her because our parents are best friends and we are cousins. (the same age.) I just feel so alone and abandoned. Me and her, we were doing so good for so long, but then out of no where she stopped talking to me and she said when i asked her if you don't know what you did then i don't need to tell you think about it. Then we didn't talk then she called me and apologized saying i was on my period and i didn't know what to do so i just said that i didn't mean it. She used me as a scape goat and I'm tired of it. I'm tired of being a rug but i don't wanna be more alone. I'm sorry i know its weird but i thought i would give this website a shot. Thank you so much have a blessed day.

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