You give all of yourself to someone and still they don't see that. We are not enough for people no matter what. 

And you turned out of be the same type of guy who didn't care at all about that...! 🤨

sometimes u cant expect love in return all u can is hope which doesnt seem b coming tru  

3am Thoughts

I joined this app to vent my frustrations. I have been depressed since 2018 and every year I feel like it’s getting worst. I no longer feel the need to care for myself & hence I find it really hard to engage in personal hygiene and caring about myself no matter how much I plan on doing it unless it’s work. 
For example: I don’t shower for a month or brush my teeth. Not because I don’t want to but because I can’t. Everyday I plan on waking up and taking a nice shower but my mind doesn’t let me. 

I am so tired of this

Depression

Your worth is intrinsic and immeasurable. 💖 Don't let external judgments define your value. Stand tall, embrace your uniqueness, and remember: you are enough, just as you are. #SelfWorth #Empowerment#mentalhealth

Self Esteem

why does sadness take over so easily why cant happiness do that 

Who do you love ??

just worried and it's scary when you don't know if your  boyfriend is gonna die u feel me 

Crazy 

Crush

Feeling sad and lonely 
Need a true love or frndship

Love

So a lot has been going lately. Just checking in to vent. I had this test today but I didn't take it because there is an one online version of  it also which provides me with greater flexibility. I was really really underprepared for it and I took the day off from it to study for it and take it tomorrow. I am experiencing major FOMO right now. Like MAJOR FOMO. What are my classmates doing? How is everyone doing on their test? How is 'he' doing? (You know I meant my crush) 
Is he thinking why I didn't it make it today like I do when he's not there? And then that got me thinking, This is what it's going to be like after coaching is done. I won't see him anymore. And it kinda breaks my heart, also that he is seeing someone else. All of my life I had absolutely no luck in personal life and love and it's kinda frustrating. 
But in any case this exam is my priority and the worst part is, when I get stressed, all those feelings start to refurbish so much and way harder, that my day goes awful if I don't see him. I think it's more about the idea and hope of him I cling onto. 
And on the other hand, now that I have taken a day off to study for it, I keep saying to myself "what happens if I score even worse after taking this test after having a whole day off? Where do I stand then?" 
I haven't had much luck with exams lately as well and I care so much if others think I am smart or not and I hate that. 50% of that Fomo is  I guess is because in the back of my head, I am thinking what they might be thinking of me - "haha what a loser. Didn't come to take the test, because she didn't study for it and she is not smart!!"
It's a nightmare 

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